petrified
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Wake up
Eat breakfast
Look in the mirror
Realize im ugly
Watch bp edits
Get high
Imagine life as chad
Watch more bp edits
Workout later in the day
Eat my parents' left overs
Go to sleep
Repeat
I fucking hate living like this, but the longer this shit goes, the less hope I have for things getting better.
I always had this mindset, that I just need to wait and be patient, but thats bullshit.
I was always: Oh let me first grow out my hair, oh let me treat my acne first, let me first try this and that, but it all leads nowhere
Its just that I'm ugly af and coping about it.
No one irl understands this shit, and its awful. Like I'm trynna vent to another guy and he's like "just hit the gym" or "looks dont matter", but we all know the truth.
So yeah I guess I'm fucking back again on this shitty ass forum. "Ah shit, here we go again".
Its crazy. I just realized this recently. THIS is my life. There is no progression, no nothing. Just this empty feeling, that I'm missing something key that I can never attain.
I tried focusing on other things, but I simply can't.
At this point imma just start pinning, cause I don't really care anymore.
Eat breakfast
Look in the mirror
Realize im ugly
Watch bp edits
Get high
Imagine life as chad
Watch more bp edits
Workout later in the day
Eat my parents' left overs
Go to sleep
Repeat
I fucking hate living like this, but the longer this shit goes, the less hope I have for things getting better.
I always had this mindset, that I just need to wait and be patient, but thats bullshit.
I was always: Oh let me first grow out my hair, oh let me treat my acne first, let me first try this and that, but it all leads nowhere
Its just that I'm ugly af and coping about it.
No one irl understands this shit, and its awful. Like I'm trynna vent to another guy and he's like "just hit the gym" or "looks dont matter", but we all know the truth.
So yeah I guess I'm fucking back again on this shitty ass forum. "Ah shit, here we go again".
Its crazy. I just realized this recently. THIS is my life. There is no progression, no nothing. Just this empty feeling, that I'm missing something key that I can never attain.
I tried focusing on other things, but I simply can't.
At this point imma just start pinning, cause I don't really care anymore.
