My old crush was right

[TheVoidInside]

She told me that the world is a harsh place and that clinging onto my dreams would ruin me. I didnt understand what she meant back then, but eventually i realized that what she said was for my own good. A lot of things would have been avoided if i had grown a pair and acted like a man.

And im sure if she had seen some drive from my part it would have gone better with her. Innstead i was trying to live some high school disney fantasy with her so naturally she got pissed off. I was sad because i didnt get the "chad" treatment when she was constantly dropping hints about wanting to be BETABUXXED. "Im tired of working", "Im a poor defenseless little girl", "Why dont you guess something more useful like lottery numbers???", this is what she said to me.

She kept scolding me about being a manchild and i got depressed in the process. She was RIGHT, and i deserved to be scolded lol. Not listening to her and sticking with my non NT goals led me to meeting that oneitis bitch and that was a fight that i wasnt gonna win no matter what.

@Primalsplit
@Darkeningstar
@deadstock

 

[johnypvpgod]

You're correct bro, i fucked up similarly. i think its expected that feelingcels like us fuck up like that when we young.

Im not a fan of college (even tho its not something i have a choice on) and she said ill be no one without a degree. no one will want me and ill die a hobo lol. probably learnt that from her mom who said something similar about me to my friend once

Granted she isn't far off, this isnt america with an overabundance of degrees, they actually matter for shit here jfl. my only option rn is trades(Cuckoldry) but im more cordial to killing myself than working

 

[TheVoidInside]

. i think its expected that feelingcels like us fuck up like that when we young.

i fucked up a lot more than i originally thought lol. it wasnt just about sex, it was about being an adult in general

Im not a fan of college (even tho its not something i have a choice on) and she said ill be no one without a degree. no one will want me and ill die a hobo lol. probably learnt that from her mom who said something similar about me to my friend once

yeah, turns out the women that are harsh to us are the ones who cared, at least to some degree, about our well being

 

[PSLHunter]

Bro wtf

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Having a onetis is giga low T and sets you up for failure i agree

Should be approach maxxing with numbers game

Putting everything on that one interaction will destroy your confidence

I did this in high school and handled it well due to being the man but never will I have a onetis again

Can't obsess like that

 

[Primalsplit]

Being ugly is a death sentence

Being short is a death sentence

Having a oneitis is a death sentence

Being low T is a death sentence

A lot of things is a death sentence if you're a man tbh. And the world lies to us. Our parents lied to us because they were also decieved.

We were sang sweet lullabies to our ears growing up, so we didn't panic back when we should. This is all just a delayed reaction. But cold hard truths will set us free.

Because ignorance may have felt like bliss, but it is in conflict that we find new heights. When you are buried deep in snow, to sleep is to die. The struggle at least gives a survival chance, even if it can be miniscule.

 

[TheVoidInside]

Being ugly is a death sentence

Being short is a death sentence

Having a oneitis is a death sentence

Being low T is a death sentence

add being non NT to the list

Our parents lied to us because they were also decieved.

yep. not to mention my parents wanted me to become an academic ruined me and my old itis wanted me to stop with that stuff. funny how some random stranger knows better what goes on inside you than your parents

Because ignorance may have felt like bliss, but it is in conflict that we find new heights.

or new lows

 

[flippasav]

She was spittin facts bro

 

[aerooooo]

She told me that the world is a harsh place and that clinging onto my dreams would ruin me. I didnt understand what she meant back then, but eventually i realized that what she said was for my own good. A lot of things would have been avoided if i had grown a pair and acted like a man.

And im sure if she had seen some drive from my part it would have gone better with her. Innstead i was trying to live some high school disney fantasy with her so naturally she got pissed off. I was sad because i didnt get the "chad" treatment when she was constantly dropping hints about wanting to be BETABUXXED. "Im tired of working", "Im a poor defenseless little girl", "Why dont you guess something more useful like lottery numbers???", this is what she said to me.

She kept scolding me about being a manchild and i got depressed in the process. She was RIGHT, and i deserved to be scolded lol. Not listening to her and sticking with my non NT goals led me to meeting that oneitis bitch and that was a fight that i wasnt gonna win no matter what.

@Primalsplit
@Darkeningstar
@deadstock

i dont have a oneitis

 

[TheVoidInside]

She was spittin facts bro

well, she was a lot more mature than i was in ways i didnt understand at the time. she seemed evil but it was for my own good