Apparition
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she found me to be boring, nerdy and a bit annoying with the autistic stuff i told her. She wasnt impressed by anything I did and wouldnt miss an opportunity to scold me for not having an income.
but despite that, she still wanted me in her life simply because i passed her looks threshold for that.
Meanwhile, my oneitis would validate me, telling me that i am talented and acted impressed with the stuff i did only to ghost me after the first date. She didnt give a shit about my personality but for a long time i used to think that she liked me as a person but she was just disappointed when she saw me in person.
But this turned out to be a delusion when i realized she is a narcissistic egopath with 0 sensitivities and most likely a lesbian.
but despite that, she still wanted me in her life simply because i passed her looks threshold for that.
Meanwhile, my oneitis would validate me, telling me that i am talented and acted impressed with the stuff i did only to ghost me after the first date. She didnt give a shit about my personality but for a long time i used to think that she liked me as a person but she was just disappointed when she saw me in person.
But this turned out to be a delusion when i realized she is a narcissistic egopath with 0 sensitivities and most likely a lesbian.
