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Apparition
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she was something else. she had an emo anime dressing style, played autistic video games, used to play pokemon on an emulator, watched anime, spoke 4 languages, didnt smoke, no piercings, no tats, somewhat conservative, cared a bit about money and was also my age.
she was sassy but was sensitive on the inside. showed a lot of patience with my autistic ass as well but i didnt appreciate it at all. i was sending her some creepy messages and she was trying to understand what i was trying to tell her, it was rly stupid on my part.
she was the only girl i felt happy with and i just fucked up because i was too immature when i met her. i thought i could do better and i spent years trying to become "stronger" than i was with her.
but when i met another girl, she didnt give a shit about me and she turned out to be a basic manipulative whore. she was trash compared to my old itis and i was delusional to think otherwise. sadly i lost her forever and i just have to live every day knowign that.
she was sassy but was sensitive on the inside. showed a lot of patience with my autistic ass as well but i didnt appreciate it at all. i was sending her some creepy messages and she was trying to understand what i was trying to tell her, it was rly stupid on my part.
she was the only girl i felt happy with and i just fucked up because i was too immature when i met her. i thought i could do better and i spent years trying to become "stronger" than i was with her.
but when i met another girl, she didnt give a shit about me and she turned out to be a basic manipulative whore. she was trash compared to my old itis and i was delusional to think otherwise. sadly i lost her forever and i just have to live every day knowign that.