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Iron
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I start rotting here when i was 15-16
I got obsessed with my looks i always was the ugly guy so after doing allot of stupid shit to look better I finally became decently looking
On the first school day 1 year ago i saw a guy i sat in the same class with like 3 years ago and he said i really got a glow up he asked me to go eat something since that day i chilled with him almost everyday he is a popular guy almost everyone nows him
I start doing normie shit like going out clubbing meeting girls getting to now allot of new people got a good friend group I hanged with every weekend
Got a girlfriend i cheated on her allot so after a couple months i broke up with here also i was stoned 24/7 and drunk every weekend
That bad lifestyle kept going i dropped out of school and smoked everyday and was drunk like 3-4 times a week i got in allot of fights i start making a name for my self in my city
People start to now me even people i didn’t now i felt really bad inside because i was never sober i took phenibut alcohol and weed all at the same time from the outside my life got better and better i got girls men respected me but from the inside felt like shit
I kept living like this for months until people around me told me to get my life together i tried i got a construction job i still smoked everyday and went out in the weekends
1 month ago i went out and got in a fight and lost i felt like my life was over i shaved my head i start hitting the gym stopped going out stopped talking to girls i just totally isolated my self
right now i still smoke everday stopped drinking start hitting the gym and got into mma i am not talking to girls anymore
I started a carnivore diet for a month trying to loose the belly i got from living like shit
Allot can change in a year,
I got obsessed with my looks i always was the ugly guy so after doing allot of stupid shit to look better I finally became decently looking
On the first school day 1 year ago i saw a guy i sat in the same class with like 3 years ago and he said i really got a glow up he asked me to go eat something since that day i chilled with him almost everyday he is a popular guy almost everyone nows him
I start doing normie shit like going out clubbing meeting girls getting to now allot of new people got a good friend group I hanged with every weekend
Got a girlfriend i cheated on her allot so after a couple months i broke up with here also i was stoned 24/7 and drunk every weekend
That bad lifestyle kept going i dropped out of school and smoked everyday and was drunk like 3-4 times a week i got in allot of fights i start making a name for my self in my city
People start to now me even people i didn’t now i felt really bad inside because i was never sober i took phenibut alcohol and weed all at the same time from the outside my life got better and better i got girls men respected me but from the inside felt like shit
I kept living like this for months until people around me told me to get my life together i tried i got a construction job i still smoked everyday and went out in the weekends
1 month ago i went out and got in a fight and lost i felt like my life was over i shaved my head i start hitting the gym stopped going out stopped talking to girls i just totally isolated my self
right now i still smoke everday stopped drinking start hitting the gym and got into mma i am not talking to girls anymore
I started a carnivore diet for a month trying to loose the belly i got from living like shit
Allot can change in a year,
