Apparition
Aimless Spirit
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Before her i had some issues but i could still cope. She made sure to end all that. See, when i met her i was actually about to rope but she gave me an extension.
But unfortunatly, nothing is without a price because my issues got multipled. After she ghosted i began having abusrd amounts of anxiety and paranoia. Every time i was gonna meet a new girl or a new person in general, i wouldnt sleep at night because i was anxious over getting ghosted. I had never been ghosted before her ever.
Not only that, but everytime something was happening i always stressed about it going the worst way possible. If i had a deadline i would always rush to completel the project simply because i felt time was never enough and i wound lose otherwise.
Life has been constant stress and agony ever since. Every time i make a mistake, every time there is a small chance things will go wrong i get depressed and suicidal. There is legit 0 posititivty left in me not just about women but about life in general.
But unfortunatly, nothing is without a price because my issues got multipled. After she ghosted i began having abusrd amounts of anxiety and paranoia. Every time i was gonna meet a new girl or a new person in general, i wouldnt sleep at night because i was anxious over getting ghosted. I had never been ghosted before her ever.
Not only that, but everytime something was happening i always stressed about it going the worst way possible. If i had a deadline i would always rush to completel the project simply because i felt time was never enough and i wound lose otherwise.
Life has been constant stress and agony ever since. Every time i make a mistake, every time there is a small chance things will go wrong i get depressed and suicidal. There is legit 0 posititivty left in me not just about women but about life in general.
