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Grinder
Skullcel
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My sweet oneitis who I was loving big time but never dated has finally rejected my sorry ass. I approached her at a Christmas party then texted her for about 8 months. I grew more and more obsessed. I was always the one who initiated conversations with her and putting in efforts. She'd never text me first. I would often send her funny memes and other stuff just to make her happy and hope she would throw me just a little bit of attention and after that ghost me for days. Often she would reply to with single word answers no matter how hard I was trying to impress her with being a complete little bitch for her. I asked her to a date for 4 times. Every time she replied with some bullshit excuse why she can't. I know that she was just playing with my feelings and hurting me for fun. Free validation for her basically. The worst thing was that I was seeing this all along but my mind wouldn't accept this reality because I was so obsessed with her. She was my special unicorn. I sincerely believed she was different than other girls.
And I know how fucking pathetic this is. I should be burned with lye and have my balls ripped off for sinking this low, seriously.
About a week ago I found out she is having an affair. And she's been doing this with different chads for months without telling me. She had been using me as some sort of attention/validation toy who she texted with when chad ignored. I seriously felt like shit when I found out. I didn't eat properly for days. I still feel angry and hopeless when I think of chad's 8 inch dick grinding her sweet pussy. But I'm almost over her now (suprisingly).
The moral of this story is to never get caught up with one girl. Girls can sense when a guy is obsessed and needy and they will fucking destroy that beta in and out.
And I know how fucking pathetic this is. I should be burned with lye and have my balls ripped off for sinking this low, seriously.
About a week ago I found out she is having an affair. And she's been doing this with different chads for months without telling me. She had been using me as some sort of attention/validation toy who she texted with when chad ignored. I seriously felt like shit when I found out. I didn't eat properly for days. I still feel angry and hopeless when I think of chad's 8 inch dick grinding her sweet pussy. But I'm almost over her now (suprisingly).
The moral of this story is to never get caught up with one girl. Girls can sense when a guy is obsessed and needy and they will fucking destroy that beta in and out.