Blackout.xl
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When I was a kid and late preteen/very early teenager, and looked better, my dad had no issues bringing me around his friends. Had no issue being seen with me. Had no issue bringing me to his church where all his friends are. No issues at all. Had no issue letting me come to his house where his friends would be.
After 2016 that stopped abruptly. When I descended in comparison to my competition. Looked like gutter trash, legit 2-3/10. My dad did not want to be seen with me anymore.
Coming to his place? Nope.
Coming to his church? Nope.
Being seen around his friends? Limited to an absolute minimum.
Our meetings? Limited to car only. Like I’m some prostitute he doesn’t want to be seen with. Like I’m a rat amongst chads. Couldn’t compete, so he limited everything.
He has harped on me since 2018 about getting better clothes so I can come to his church. He said I dress like trash. So he got me some nike around December 2019. Did any of this change? No. Covid only became an issue around March and he didn’t call me once to even take me out. Let alone take me where his friends were.
He used my unkept hair as an excuse so many times. But I’ve cut my hair every year for the past 7 years and it didn’t change anything.
He said I need to leanmaxx before he can get me the good fits that I can use to go out with him
I have to looksmaxx just to be seen with my own father. He’s holding out on payments for my education and is putting all responsibility on my mom, despite promising me when I was younger (and better looking) that He will play a role. Now he’s even telling me to pay out of my own pocket instead of him.
A year ago he said I failed to bring him happiness. He noticed my inceldom and asked if I was gay, asked why I don’t have a gf
Doesn’t come around much anymore. He’s always with his friends or with other women, or his other kid. I got bumped down from top of the list to bottom. It is what it is.
Blackpill even applies to parents
After 2016 that stopped abruptly. When I descended in comparison to my competition. Looked like gutter trash, legit 2-3/10. My dad did not want to be seen with me anymore.
Coming to his place? Nope.
Coming to his church? Nope.
Being seen around his friends? Limited to an absolute minimum.
Our meetings? Limited to car only. Like I’m some prostitute he doesn’t want to be seen with. Like I’m a rat amongst chads. Couldn’t compete, so he limited everything.
He has harped on me since 2018 about getting better clothes so I can come to his church. He said I dress like trash. So he got me some nike around December 2019. Did any of this change? No. Covid only became an issue around March and he didn’t call me once to even take me out. Let alone take me where his friends were.
He used my unkept hair as an excuse so many times. But I’ve cut my hair every year for the past 7 years and it didn’t change anything.
He said I need to leanmaxx before he can get me the good fits that I can use to go out with him
I have to looksmaxx just to be seen with my own father. He’s holding out on payments for my education and is putting all responsibility on my mom, despite promising me when I was younger (and better looking) that He will play a role. Now he’s even telling me to pay out of my own pocket instead of him.
A year ago he said I failed to bring him happiness. He noticed my inceldom and asked if I was gay, asked why I don’t have a gf
Doesn’t come around much anymore. He’s always with his friends or with other women, or his other kid. I got bumped down from top of the list to bottom. It is what it is.
Blackpill even applies to parents
