My pain stopped developing me as a character years ago.

[beimero]

Now my pain is constant and it transcends into anger with no escape or improvement. It just makes me continue wasting my life(the most important part of it) and even makes me loose my sanity more and more. Now I have no drive, no power, no hate just anger and sadness. I want to be alone but then it will be even worse. If say I'm depressed to anyone irl they won't understand me especially friends. Now you might say at least I have friends and you would be right but don't think I didn't loose many friends and wasn't left alone. Now I have some but how can they help my real pain and situation.

I wonder what is the point of the pain if it doesn't improve me but just makes me worse?

 

[Quicksand]

Suffering lowers the pain threshold

 

[beimero]

Suffering lowers the pain threshold

Maybe it is something

 

[Quicksand]

Maybe it is something

It's only natural; going above your threshold lowers your resistance to pain

 

[beimero]

It's only natural; going above your threshold lowers your resistance to pain

So the more I suffer the easier I will suffer?

 

[Quicksand]

So the more I suffer the easier I will suffer?

Yes

 

[beimero]

Yes

Nice

 

[beimero]

B

 

[beimero]

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