my parents had warned me but i didnt listen

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when i was like 18, instead of doing stuff like socizling, going outside, getting hobbies, etc, i was a shutin and played rpgs. and it was then that i developed a thing for gay dragons, wizards, zombies etc later discovering dark souls. and i wasted lots of time like this which i ended up regretting though my brain wasnt developed enough at the time. so when i met my itis i thought i was gonna redeem all that wasted time. but nope, so now i hate myself even more.