my physique looks like a don’t lift now , 1 month ago i was looking roided tf

[Htobrother]

i have a very crazy shape shifting physique , there are months where i look crazy good shape biceps veins poppin , shoulder veins v shape , and there are weeks , where i look like a skinnycel
tf is this


my mind is obviously on TRT
gonna call my doctor i really have enough of back and forth
few days of not sleeping on time , not eating enough , not consistently working out i turn to a non lifter

 

[zygosmasher12]

body dysmorphia in full effect. its that or youre inconsistent in the gym

 

[Htobrother]

body dysmorphia in full effect. its that or youre inconsistent in the gym

jfl i’m self a aware we don’t need to put some jewish medical terms on that bro ,
inconsistent the weeks , and i realized i actually need 2800 kcal to keep my weight wtf kind of metabolism is this
i’m just 72kg at 6ft1 ,
at 2300kcal i get leaner and leaner i’m starving but not building muscle just defining more and more
on 2800 i feel like a normal human being

 

[zygosmasher12]

jfl i’m self a aware we don’t need to put some jewish medical terms on that bro ,
inconsistent the weeks , and i realized i actually need 2800 kcal to keep my weight wtf kind of metabolism is this

theres your answer. your body will adapt to your lifestyle

 

[Htobrother]

theres your answer. your body will adapt to your lifestyle

i get that , but i remember being on trt even weeks of training my neck traps shoulder especially never got smaller ,
natural you gotta bust your ass off all the time that’s actually stressing the fuck out of us for the tiny gains that come without adding useless bodyfat

i will try hcg / clomid hopefully not going blind pajeet mode , or just trt for ever

 

[zygosmasher12]

i get that , but i remember being on trt even weeks of training my neck traps shoulder especially never got smaller ,
natural you gotta bust your ass off all the time that’s actually stressing the fuck out of us for the tiny gains that come without adding useless bodyfat

ped's are disgusting, useless death traps (my opinion), so i cant comment on that, imo u should cut it out but i can imagine it would affect your physique in weird ways

 

[Htobrother]

ped's are disgusting, useless death traps (my opinion), so i cant comment on that, imo u should cut it out but i can imagine it would affect your physique in weird ways

optimizing hormones just
being at 1000-1200ng/dl constantly no matter how you sleep or stress from lifestyle

no weird stuff that makes you go bald and fuck up skin
optimizing t