My plan is to kill myself if I don’t have hair by the time I’m 21-23

[Rabbi]

I think I am just done with life honestly
I am not going to hair system cope I can’t fucking keep that shit up and I want my own hair back

it’s almost been 6 years and no doctor has given me an answer an only marginal improvements

Just 2 days ago I was officially discharged and am now considered out of remission and “cured” from cancer despite that still no answers nothing from doctors.

still doesn’t change the fact that whatever drugs they gave me may not have killed me but certainly ended my life I’ve been bald since I was 12/13 I am 18 and have been bald all throughout high school a 1/3 of my life

I’m only around me because of my dog but he’s 10 years old still active but getting old
Realistically he’s got anywhere from 3-6 years left

if I where to kill myself now I know nobody would take care of my dog so I have to stick around for now for that reason
Once he’s gone thought I don’t really have a reason to live if I don’t get my hair back it’s just perpetual torture I will probably end it in that scenario I don’t really see an alternative

 

[Deleted member 6403]

Get a weave bro

 

[FastBananaCEO]

Just 2 days ago I was officially discharged and am now considered out of remission and “cured” from cancer despite that still no answers nothing from doctors.

 

[NorwoodMilitant]

Have you done minox + aggressive microneedling?

 

[Deleted member 4612]

remember that othER CHOices exist

 

[Rabbi]

Have you done minox + aggressive microneedling?

Yes 7% minox compounded with Tret + rigorous needling 1mm every week

 

[Baldingman1998]

I truly feel your pain brother.

 

[Rabbi]

remember that othER CHOices exist

Appreciate it pinkwell

 

[Deleted member 7776]

My plan is to kill myself if my looksmaxxing fails and I can't fuck 7+/10 latinas and asians

 

[Deleted member 4044]

Look on the bright side man.

You have top 1% bone structure for any race
You are good height for Indians. No problem at 5'10.
You have very good bodybuilding genetics.

Ok you were dealt a terrible hand with cancer and it's side effects. My little cousin got cancer at 7 years of age and is alive today at 22 thank God.

I think you need to come to the acceptance phase of it is what it is.

Your hair may or may not fully grow back. Atleast you're not fully bald now.

It would be a real shame to waste your top tier genetics though, is what I'm saying.

Try to atleast experience some pussy first. Hopefully it will change your mind

 

[Rabbi]

Look on the bright side man.

You have top 1% bone structure for any race
You are good height for Indians. No problem at 5'10.
You have very good bodybuilding genetics.

Ok you were dealt a terrible hand with cancer and it's side effects. My little cousin got cancer at 7 years of age and is alive today at 22 thank God.

I think you need to come to the acceptance phase of it is what it is.

Your hair may or may not fully grow back. Atleast you're not fully bald now.

It would be a real shame to waste your top tier genetics though, is what I'm saying.

Try to atleast experience some pussy first. Hopefully it will change your mind

Man I was content for 1-2 years thinking “hey at least I’m alive”
But at some point you have to go back to some place of normalcy
I have had a few surgeries and it has fucked my leg a bit but I can manage it
The hair however I can’t, nothing I do will return me back to a somewhat stable place I am pretty much disfigured how can I even start life if I was knocked away from the starting position

 

[DharkDC]

I think I am just done with life honestly
I am not going to hair system cope I can’t fucking keep that shit up and I want my own hair back

it’s almost been 6 years and no doctor has given me an answer an only marginal improvements

Just 2 days ago I was officially discharged and am now considered out of remission and “cured” from cancer despite that still no answers nothing from doctors.

still doesn’t change the fact that whatever drugs they gave me may not have killed me but certainly ended my life I’ve been bald since I was 12/13 I am 18 and have been bald all throughout high school a 1/3 of my life

I’m only around me because of my dog but he’s 10 years old still active but getting old
Realistically he’s got anywhere from 3-6 years left

if I where to kill myself now I know nobody would take care of my dog so I have to stick around for now for that reason
Once he’s gone thought I don’t really have a reason to live if I don’t get my hair back it’s just perpetual torture I will probably end it in that scenario I don’t really see an alternative

that's rough, just get hair systems

 

[Deleted member 5927]

Dude you really trying to get answers from these fucking losers man? These people ain’t got the solutions for you, half these fags are basement rotters who don’t even TRY to help themselves half as much as you do. It’s like taking advice from a person worse off than you.

I don’t want you to kill yourself. I like your posts. I enjoy them. And I don’t want you to be sad either, I want you to be happy, whatever the fucking steps are you have to achieve it. We all have our looksmins man, for me it’s a shit ton of bloating that I get for relatively no reason and completely fucks up my entire existence.

Please bro, find a way to be happy, and don’t listen to anyone on this site who doesn’t think like myself.

 

[Deleted member 4044]

Man I was content for 1-2 years thinking “hey at least I’m alive”
But at some point you have to go back to some place of normalcy
I have had a few surgeries and it has fucked my leg a bit but I can manage it
The hair however I can’t, nothing I do will return me back to a somewhat stable place I am pretty much disfigured how can I even start life if I was knocked away from the starting position

With your skull shape and pheno, you are actually one of the few guys who can pull a shaved head off.

I have dark Indian cousins (I showed you their pics on DM). They are 6'3 and robust. They have CHOSEN to shave their head their whole adult life, and they look way better

They are not the cousin who had cancer btw.

 

[Rabbi]

Dude you really trying to get answers from these fucking losers man? These people ain’t got the solutions for you, half these fags are basement rotters who don’t even TRY to help themselves half as much as you do. It’s like taking advice from a person worse off than you.

I don’t want you to kill yourself. I like your posts. I enjoy them. And I don’t want you to be sad either, I want you to be happy, whatever the fucking steps are you have to achieve it. We all have our looksmins man, for me it’s a shit ton of bloating that I get for relatively no reason and completely fucks up my entire existence.

Please bro, find a way to be happy, and don’t listen to anyone on this site who doesn’t think like myself.

It destroys me on the inside that my life essentially ended at 12
When my hair fell out they assured me it would come back I had no idea I would be seeing it for the last time

 

[Deleted member 4044]

This may sound like blue pilled cope, but I think you have a lot of mental trauma from going through all the cancer related stuff.

My cousin had the same, and she now does a lot of stuff with cancer council and meets up with people who had cancer. She's got a lot of friends from there and I think even dated some guy.

You may meet a cute girl who has gone through similar things to you (or a relative of someone who has) and who accepts your hair situation.

 

[Deleted member 6095]

I feel very similar about my dick tbh. If it doesnt improve significantly by jelqmaxxing and extenders by the time im 25 im roping

 

[Rabbi]

This may sound like blue pilled cope, but I think you have a lot of mental trauma from going through all the cancer related stuff.

My cousin had the same, and she now does a lot of stuff with cancer council and meets up with people who had cancer. She's got a lot of friends from there and I think even dated some guy.

You may meet a cute girl who has gone through similar things to you (or a relative of someone who has) and who accepts your hair situation.

Bro I’ve been to post cancer therapy bullshit lmfao it was mandatory
First question she asked was
“How much of it do you remember”
I said
“Pretty much all”
And she’s like
“And how do you feel about it”
It’s whatever
Dude I was in and out of the hospital for a few months I didn’t go to Vietnam I don’t have PTSD rofl
The only trauma I get is looking in the fucking mirror and seeing my fucking head

 

[Rabbi]

I feel very similar about my dick tbh. If it doesnt improve significantly by jelqmaxxing and extenders by the time im 25 im roping

things like these are a life blockade man I feel you
You can’t even fathom living into your adulthood years if it doesn’t get solved because there’s only more suffering ahead.

 

[Deleted member 5927]

It destroys me on the inside that my life essentially ended at 12
When my hair fell out they assured me it would come back I had no idea I would be seeing it for the last time

Honestly bro hair is life but you have to understand not having hair and living life really is better than having fucking cancer. It’s a price to pay, you’re alive man. They saved you so that you could be happy. They wanted you to live so that you could experience the good things this life has to offer, even without hair. The thing is, you can’t sabotage your own happiness now by choosing to feel like shit. You have to figure out how to be happy. Call that shit cope (literally the military uses coping as a method of fucking survival deadass, it’s taught as a way to survive enemy torture tactics in war times), but the only people who call effective healthy mental state cope are actual losers who are depressed and don’t want other people to be happy. It all roots back to the crab bucket mentality.

Figure out how to be happy. Get a hair system before you kill yourself. Worst case scenario you don’t like the feeling of glue on your skull but enjoy all the benefits of having hair. Compare that to having a bullet in your brain and surviving jfl.

Bro, you’ll be okay.

 

[OOGABOOGA]

If the hair is gonezo then just blast roids to smv max. Hair>muscles 100% but if you can’t have hair might as well have muscles

 

[Deleted member 10107]

You still look good Chadpreet
All the best

 

[justadude]

get rhino at least before roping

 

[Rabbi]

get rhino at least before roping

Yes habibi

 

[justadude]

Yes habibi

everyone will be mirin your bone structure in your open casket funeral

 

[Deleted member 4044]

If the hair is gonezo then just blast roids to smv max. Hair>muscles 100% but if you can’t have hair might as well have muscles

 

[Deleted member 7753]

You're one of the genuinely good users here, it'd suck to kill yourself. You' don't even look bad, I can't point to single indian on the forum that mogs you.

 

[Carbon Copy]

I understand that you don't want a hair system, I am currently fighting and regaining the hair I have lost in my bluepilled years and the idea of a hairsystem is very uncomfy but it's still better then being bald. The best years are still going to come for you (20-25). You absolutly can't be bald at this age. Imagine the festivals, drugs, traveling, hookups etc. you miss in those years, only because you don't want a fucking hairsystem. Let's say you need 1 hour to fix it every 3 days. That's only about 2 hours a week. What's the problem? Don't be a cuck and get a rhino, hairsystem and lighten your skin a bit. After that you will be fine. Imagine what other people have to do just to gain 3 inch (100k, 6 months disabled...). You can't just throw your life away while watching tik tok videos of chads.
Thanks for reading my essay

 

[ReverseNorwoodPill]

I think I am just done with life honestly
I am not going to hair system cope I can’t fucking keep that shit up and I want my own hair back

it’s almost been 6 years and no doctor has given me an answer an only marginal improvements

Just 2 days ago I was officially discharged and am now considered out of remission and “cured” from cancer despite that still no answers nothing from doctors.

still doesn’t change the fact that whatever drugs they gave me may not have killed me but certainly ended my life I’ve been bald since I was 12/13 I am 18 and have been bald all throughout high school a 1/3 of my life

I’m only around me because of my dog but he’s 10 years old still active but getting old
Realistically he’s got anywhere from 3-6 years left

if I where to kill myself now I know nobody would take care of my dog so I have to stick around for now for that reason
Once he’s gone thought I don’t really have a reason to live if I don’t get my hair back it’s just perpetual torture I will probably end it in that scenario I don’t really see an alternative

You probably got anti estrogens in your chemo and now your e synthesis is fucked.
Restore it by chemheadmaxxing with plenty of flaxseed and chia.
Similar to post finasteride, just different hormone.
Make a thread on hlt and link it here, I‘ll tag chemhead.

dht is not ur problem, it’s lack of intrafollicular estrogen (imo)

If you don’t wanna dietmaxx you could also try taeaeins hair loss protocol with topical estrogen cream. It might feminize you a little though, and ch doesn’t believe in topical e

 

[ReverseNorwoodPill]

With your skull shape and pheno, you are actually one of the few guys who can pull a shaved head off.

I have dark Indian cousins (I showed you their pics on DM). They are 6'3 and robust. They have CHOSEN to shave their head their whole adult life, and they look way better

They are not the cousin who had cancer btw.

Agreed, shave your head, upload pics and I’ll give you an honest rating. The 1 pic I saw isn’t enough

 

[Deleted member 4044]

Agreed, shave your head, upload pics and I’ll give you an honest rating. The 1 pic I saw isn’t enough

Rhino with a shaved head will look great.

Then do roids and be a huge muscular Tyrone

 

[ReverseNorwoodPill]

Rhino with a shaved head will look great.

Then do roids and be a huge muscular Tyrone

Yeah i agree he’d mog esp in india with all the high e guys

 

[Deleted member 4044]

Yeah i agree he’d mog esp in india with all the high e guys

His problem is he is so young, and clearly traumstised from unexpectedly not getting his hair back.

He just needs to hang in there for a few years, deal with the grief of his early hair loss, and see the perspective.

 

[ReverseNorwoodPill]

His problem is he is so young, and clearly traumstised from unexpectedly not getting his hair back.

He just needs to hang in there for a few years, deal with the grief of his early hair loss, and see the perspective.

It would be helpful for him to shave it off, confront his fear and reach out to women

most indians would kill to look like him

you can also cope with hats as long as you take them of sometimes to pretend you dgaf
So some of the time you can be aesthetic

 

[Deleted member 7173]

based, same here honestly

 

[Carbon Copy]

It would be helpful for him to shave it off, confront his fear and reach out to women

most indians would kill to look like him

you can also cope with hats as long as you take them of sometimes to pretend you dgaf
So some of the time you can be aesthetic

He already shaved it off once and it didn't look good. He already looks too masculine and intimidating. Shaving off his head wouldn't help. You can straight up forget woman between 16-25 with no hair.

 

[Rabbi]

He already shaved it off once and it didn't look good. He already looks too masculine and intimidating. Shaving off his head wouldn't help. You can straight up forget woman between 16-25 with no hair.

Having a number 1-2 buzzcut is different at this age if you’re masc and later going bald
But yes at this age having a bald head is a social and sexual death sentence especially with my pheno that pretty much requires hair, if I was black then maybe I could get away with it a little bit more

 

[Carbon Copy]

Having a number 1-2 buzzcut is different at this age if you’re masc and later going bald
But yes at this age having a bald head is a social and sexual death sentence especially with my pheno that pretty much requires hair, if I was black then maybe I could get away with it a little bit more

No one gets away with it at that age. Look at how they mock lebron for trying to hide it. I coped for a long time until I realized it's over without hair and took every jew pill available on the market. You need to do the same thing with a hair system.

 

[Deleted member 9890]

I think I am just done with life honestly
I am not going to hair system cope I can’t fucking keep that shit up and I want my own hair back

it’s almost been 6 years and no doctor has given me an answer an only marginal improvements

Just 2 days ago I was officially discharged and am now considered out of remission and “cured” from cancer despite that still no answers nothing from doctors.

still doesn’t change the fact that whatever drugs they gave me may not have killed me but certainly ended my life I’ve been bald since I was 12/13 I am 18 and have been bald all throughout high school a 1/3 of my life

I’m only around me because of my dog but he’s 10 years old still active but getting old
Realistically he’s got anywhere from 3-6 years left

if I where to kill myself now I know nobody would take care of my dog so I have to stick around for now for that reason
Once he’s gone thought I don’t really have a reason to live if I don’t get my hair back it’s just perpetual torture I will probably end it in that scenario I don’t really see an alternative

bro just shave it bro

look at the rock and jason statham, they look great bro!

 

[Deleted member 5698]

RIP, you will be missed.

 

[lasthope]

Dude before killing yourself try this routine:
-Topical Minoxidil 2xday
- Retin-A (on head)
-Alfatradiol
-Microneedling 1.5mm

When this dont work:
- add oral minoxidil

 

[LastHopeForNorman]

I think I am just done with life honestly
I am not going to hair system cope I can’t fucking keep that shit up and I want my own hair back

it’s almost been 6 years and no doctor has given me an answer an only marginal improvements

Just 2 days ago I was officially discharged and am now considered out of remission and “cured” from cancer despite that still no answers nothing from doctors.

still doesn’t change the fact that whatever drugs they gave me may not have killed me but certainly ended my life I’ve been bald since I was 12/13 I am 18 and have been bald all throughout high school a 1/3 of my life

I’m only around me because of my dog but he’s 10 years old still active but getting old
Realistically he’s got anywhere from 3-6 years left

if I where to kill myself now I know nobody would take care of my dog so I have to stick around for now for that reason
Once he’s gone thought I don’t really have a reason to live if I don’t get my hair back it’s just perpetual torture I will probably end it in that scenario I don’t really see an alternative

 

[Deleted member 12303]

Donate me your mandible if you kys

 

[Deleted member 4887]

just get a hair system , if you're worried about being judged just sit in your house and go on tinder passport for validation

Get your groceries delivered and so on.I was going to do that then I realised i can still salvage my hair

 

[Deleted member 5081]

how about styling what thin hair you have and wear this kind of cap most of the time?