my problems with being charismatic

[loserboy13]

hi i’m a 13 year old guy im taller than everyone in my class but i have no freinds to start im in japan currently im sri lankan not japanese im a pretty quiet guy so i guess that makes me hard to approach just yesterday winter vacation ended and my dad asked me if my freinds asked me any questions about where i went (we had went on a trip to osaka) but i dont have any freinds so i said no no one asked anything and i feel like a part of my soul got crushed on my problem is i smell bad maybe its cause of puberty? i also act weird i usually have a relaxed face and i dont react to stuff that much and im a loser i also cover my side with one hand so people cant see me when im eating oh yes also lol this is kind of humiliating but i eat alone while everyone eats with someone and im in the right corner area of the class almost corner and theres two or 3 people that clearly see my face so iv been struggling to eat school lunch im not that fat just a little chubby my shirt thing goes out and makes me looks fat even tho im not that fat when i take it off and i put on a normal t shirt i look normal it kind of hurts because i heard someone say wow hes so fat and i think that person meant it before he probably thought i couldn’t understand i also get bullied mostly by girls not recently tho oh yea and some boys they greet me in the morning it’s like that one guy is mocking me but some decently kind girl told him to cut it out and thankfully he did those girls probably still mock me idk tho i feel disgusted at my self and i hate how i look and where im from because my genetics are decent for height but not for my face sri lankans are barely tall im just one of the lucky ones i fantasize about doing something like the north hollywood shootout or something bad i want to do bad things even tho im a good person i honestly believe im a nice young man and i talk with adults and kids on the “special needs class” i go there because i cant speak japanese well i might have autism but thats undiagnosed and the teachers dont know anything about it so my question is how do i become charming???

 

[Sujumh]

hi i’m a 13 year old guy

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[loserboy13]

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[Sujumh]

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ok i actually feel bad so im gonna read it

it's not really about charming and the thing is in japan with foreigners its kinda hard to be friends especially since most of them know eachother for a long time. You should speak out and be more outgoing and interactive because being silent makes no one want to know u or anything. You dont really have to worry about charming everyone at this age. just focus on urself work on ur body, ur face , ur self esteem in a healthy way. no 13 year old should be worrying about this and im sad to see this happening to u. It's hard to make friends especially if u move out from a country to another. You should start by exchanging greetings and taking the initiative rather than expecting people to talk to you.

 

[loserboy13]

yea i had freinds in my old school i knew them for around 3 years and i think if i look better than i do now maybe i could make a freind and i made a freind before but i tried to copy the jokes he made and i did a weird joke so now he thinks im weird and i also said something weird with another guy so im kind of lonely now

ok i actually feel bad so im gonna read it

it's not really about charming and the thing is in japan with foreigners its kinda hard to be friends especially since most of them know eachother for a long time. You should speak out and be more outgoing and interactive because being silent makes no one want to know u or anything. You dont really have to worry about charming everyone at this age. just focus on urself work on ur body, ur face , ur self esteem in a healthy way. no 13 year old should be worrying about this and im sad to see this happening to u. It's hard to make friends especially if u move out from a country to another. You should start by exchanging greetings and taking the initiative rather than expecting people to talk to you.

 

[Sujumh]

yea i had freinds in my old school i knew them for around 3 years and i think if i look better than i do now maybe i could make a freind and i made a freind before but i tried to copy the jokes he made and i did a weird joke so now he thinks im weird and i also said something weird with another guy so im kind of lonely now

clear up the misunderstanding between people if there's any. bad things unattended will only lead to room for more misunderstandings.
ur 13 u dont have to worry about everything just work on urself and ur relationships with people. like i said start conversation and look at things in a more positive manner. a 13 year old kid shouldnt be on this site or worrying about anything like this. i recommend u get off here and not be on this site

 

[loserboy13]

clear up the misunderstanding between people if there's any. bad things unattended will only lead to room for more misunderstandings.
ur 13 u dont have to worry about everything just work on urself and ur relationships with people. like i said start conversation and look at things in a more positive manner. a 13 year old kid shouldnt be on this site or worrying about anything like this. i recommend u get off here and not be on this site

ohh i think im mostly staying here for looksmaxxing tips for when im older like research

 

[psltristan1]

hi i’m a 13 year old guy im taller than everyone in my class but i have no freinds to start im in japan currently im sri lankan not japanese im a pretty quiet guy so i guess that makes me hard to approach just yesterday winter vacation ended and my dad asked me if my freinds asked me any questions about where i went (we had went on a trip to osaka) but i dont have any freinds so i said no no one asked anything and i feel like a part of my soul got crushed on my problem is i smell bad maybe its cause of puberty? i also act weird i usually have a relaxed face and i dont react to stuff that much and im a loser i also cover my side with one hand so people cant see me when im eating oh yes also lol this is kind of humiliating but i eat alone while everyone eats with someone and im in the right corner area of the class almost corner and theres two or 3 people that clearly see my face so iv been struggling to eat school lunch im not that fat just a little chubby my shirt thing goes out and makes me looks fat even tho im not that fat when i take it off and i put on a normal t shirt i look normal it kind of hurts because i heard someone say wow hes so fat and i think that person meant it before he probably thought i couldn’t understand i also get bullied mostly by girls not recently tho oh yea and some boys they greet me in the morning it’s like that one guy is mocking me but some decently kind girl told him to cut it out and thankfully he did those girls probably still mock me idk tho i feel disgusted at my self and i hate how i look and where im from because my genetics are decent for height but not for my face sri lankans are barely tall im just one of the lucky ones i fantasize about doing something like the north hollywood shootout or something bad i want to do bad things even tho im a good person i honestly believe im a nice young man and i talk with adults and kids on the “special needs class” i go there because i cant speak japanese well i might have autism but thats undiagnosed and the teachers dont know anything about it so my question is how do i become charming???

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[loserboy13]

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