NylyDaGOAT
Tariq, The Loneliest Looksmaxxer
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I literally have trash and dust all over my room.
I just can't get myself to clean it - I'm too busy studying endocrinology and human anatomy to ascend.
I'm a HTN, but the way I live is just disgusting and way below my level.
I don't even eat anything most of the day, I just rot to my PC, being too depressed to go outside or be friends with anybody or to even get up and clean my own room.
I struggle from social anxiety and I hate being around people that I don't know. I completely lost touch with reality.
And when I do go outside after weeks of rotting in my room to meet up with some bitch, they always ask me "Why don't we go to your place?" and I'm too embarrassed to admit the truth, that my room is a literal junkyard. Ants crawling on the floor and spiders in the corners.
Since taking isotretinoin, I also lost any motivation to move or workout. I practically drink white monsters all day, rot to my PC and fuck or goon - Like an absolute jester.
My life has no true meaning.
I just can't get myself to clean it - I'm too busy studying endocrinology and human anatomy to ascend.
I'm a HTN, but the way I live is just disgusting and way below my level.
I don't even eat anything most of the day, I just rot to my PC, being too depressed to go outside or be friends with anybody or to even get up and clean my own room.
I struggle from social anxiety and I hate being around people that I don't know. I completely lost touch with reality.
And when I do go outside after weeks of rotting in my room to meet up with some bitch, they always ask me "Why don't we go to your place?" and I'm too embarrassed to admit the truth, that my room is a literal junkyard. Ants crawling on the floor and spiders in the corners.
Since taking isotretinoin, I also lost any motivation to move or workout. I practically drink white monsters all day, rot to my PC and fuck or goon - Like an absolute jester.
My life has no true meaning.
