
sphealfan
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Im a dude that lives in SEA country and my life is literal shit,dad abused me ever since i was a kids and my mom died when i was 14,failing schools and had to work as a waiters since i was 14(now 16) so i can survive in this economy
Failing schools and girlfriend keep saying she miss the old me,just fucking laugh she's the one that ruined me with the constant drama and her problematic self shit so toxic she also give me a lot of silent treatment it make me so sick,got told that i was a nonchalant but i keep trying to socialize it just didnt work,i have smoking addiction and everytime i burned my cig i just felt relieve i don't know why.
I can't say i hate my girlfriend because she's the one that change me,i tried to be a better person but i just can't..i cut off my hobbies so i can spend my money on her(like treating her with foods and stuff),if i could turn back to time i would definitely go back when i was 14 and start focusing on ny education instead of a relationship,i miss my hobbies but she just said no to everything like damn im trying to live too.
Someone please help me out,give me advice on this.

Failing schools and girlfriend keep saying she miss the old me,just fucking laugh she's the one that ruined me with the constant drama and her problematic self shit so toxic she also give me a lot of silent treatment it make me so sick,got told that i was a nonchalant but i keep trying to socialize it just didnt work,i have smoking addiction and everytime i burned my cig i just felt relieve i don't know why.
I can't say i hate my girlfriend because she's the one that change me,i tried to be a better person but i just can't..i cut off my hobbies so i can spend my money on her(like treating her with foods and stuff),if i could turn back to time i would definitely go back when i was 14 and start focusing on ny education instead of a relationship,i miss my hobbies but she just said no to everything like damn im trying to live too.
Someone please help me out,give me advice on this.