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this is everything but an "edgy" thread

so many thing are happening all of a sudden
in a matter of days my whole life is crumbling appart
i'm failing everything i'm good at

i can't love anything and i can't look up to anything either
i can't cope, i have no joy, i have nothing anymore

this is the worst time in my life and i can already feel school is making this worse and worse overtime
 
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this is everything but an "edgy" thread

so many thing are happening all of a sudden
in a matter of days my whole life is crumbling appart
i'm failing everything i'm good at

i can't love anything and i can't look up to anything either
i can't cope, i have no joy, i have nothing anymore

this is the worst time in my life and i can already feel school is making this worse and worse overtime
we'll have to somehow find a cope or else we'll lose our minds
 
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this is everything but an "edgy" thread

so many thing are happening all of a sudden
in a matter of days my whole life is crumbling appart
i'm failing everything i'm good at

i can't love anything and i can't look up to anything either
i can't cope, i have no joy, i have nothing anymore

this is the worst time in my life and i can already feel school is making this worse and worse overtime
Good luck
 
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You'll get over it eventually. You're in the transitional phase. You'll become an old callous-hearted bastard like me, shitting in his diapers, yelling at his nurses, and typing to 16-year-olds, from the comfort of his padded room. The future looks fun, huh?
 
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we'll have to somehow find a cope or else we'll lose our minds
i actually deleted all the shit i typed rn because i would get banned*

overall i want to destroy everyone that goes against me rn but i can't do shit about it
 
i actually deleted all the shit i typed rn because i would get banned*
im wondering wtf you wrote before deleting it if youre 100% sure it would get you banned

overall i want to destroy everyone that goes against me rn but i can't do shit about it
i relate to this on a soul connection type way gng i want em all dead
 
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You'll get over it eventually. You're in the transitional phase. You'll become an old callous-hearted bastard like me, shitting in his diapers, yelling at his nurses, and typing to 16-year-olds, from the comfort of his padded room. The future looks fun, huh?
yes this is the most disturbing part, the brain is so plastic that it can even get used to being an incel and mentally isolated
 
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im wondering wtf you wrote before deleting it if youre 100% sure it would get you banned


i relate to this on a soul connection type way gng i want em all dead
i want to explode my mom's head into little pieces everytime she tell me "but you know i still love you right?"

LIKE SHUT THE FUUUUCK UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUP I DON'T CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARE

everytime she speaks to me, even when it's not related i just want to do some things

AND I CAN'T FUCKING SAY SHIT BECAUSE IM A LITTLE FAGGOT RETARD AND SHE'S "THE NT ADULT"
 
i want to explode my mom's head into little pieces everytime she tell me "but you know i still love you right?"

LIKE SHUT THE FUUUUCK UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUP I DON'T CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARE

everytime she speaks to me, even when it's not related i just want to do some things

AND I CAN'T FUCKING SAY SHIT BECAUSE IM A LITTLE FAGGOT RETARD AND SHE'S "THE NT ADULT"
you already know that she doesnt understand your side of the story, and she never will.
she'll have to realize that saying empty words like "i love you" hold no meaning when she sends you to strangers to get medicated
 
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you already know that she doesnt understand your side of the story, and she never will.
she'll have to realize that saying empty words like "i love you" hold no meaning when she sends you to strangers to get medicated
i'm gonna cry myself to sleep every single night now there's nothing i enjoy anymore other than goyslop
she took away my copes and everything i loved, i'd never think i could hate someone this much in my entire life
 
i'm gonna cry myself to sleep every single night now there's nothing i enjoy anymore other than goyslop
she took away my copes and everything i loved, i'd never think i could hate someone this much in my entire life
damn, i hope she'll wake up one day, youre getting abused, even if shes convinced that shes helping you. i think all this bottled up hate will start taking a real toll on you, this will make you snap n do something bad
im tired too bruh, its 1:40am. i think it's better if we go to sleep (we have the same timezone iirc)
 
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lmao dumb as little kid
 
i want to explode my mom's head into little pieces everytime she tell me "but you know i still love you right?"

LIKE SHUT THE FUUUUCK UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUP I DON'T CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARE

everytime she speaks to me, even when it's not related i just want to do some things

AND I CAN'T FUCKING SAY SHIT BECAUSE IM A LITTLE FAGGOT RETARD AND SHE'S "THE NT ADULT"
Why? What's the context I don't get it
 
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