confirmgy
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should probably start by describing myself.
im a white 5'9 mtn gymmaxxed and turn 17 tomorrow.
iv never had anything serious with a girl until the start of this year. i used to get bullied until i was around 15 so that probably turned off anyone (however there were a few girls that showed interest but at the time i was too retarded to spot it. even a girl who is now like a strong 8/10 liked me a couple years ago and i didnt realise. anyway thats not what this is about.
at the start of my school year there were some transfers from other schools and a few cute girls joined. one of them sat next to me in one of my classes (assigned seating) and she was super friendly to me. i was quite nervous for the first few lessons because id never properly spoken to a pretty girl. she sent me a message on snapchat and we started talking. my dumbass thought maybe she actually liked me and we talked for hours every day for a few months. i even invited her out with 2 of my friends and 2 of hers and she said yes until her friend had to cancel then i just cancelled it for us all because it would be a bit awkward for her.
then around christmas she stopped talking to me almost completely. (i should mention a couple of my messages were a bit bait and one or two were a little bit non NT tho im a pretty funny guy and gained confidence after a couple weeks).
im fairly certain she was just playing the field (temporarily befriending me) because she didnt have many friends and it was a new school for her, meanwhile i was kind of freaking out. when she started getting friends and got kind of adopted in a group that parties with another popular group quite frequently she stopped giving me the time of day. or perhaps she just found out i used to get bullied (tho im actually very respected now i have an insta gc with some of the people that bullied me theyre actually quite funny and we talk a lot)
however she started talking to me on snap again and we continued sending each other instagram reels lmfao. safe to say she was my oneitis and has been since september 2024. we started talking frequently again a few months ago anyway and a couple weeks ago we had like an hour long conversation in a free period at school.
then a few days ago she stopped sending reels and i sent her a dumb fucking instagram reel (basically if you guys know family friendly on youtube it was one of their clips they're super funny icl). she just said those guys are creeps why would u send me this and then she asked about when i went out that night with the group that her group parties with that i mentioned before. after that i sent like 4 more reels over the next 2 days and she just left them on seen.
then i asked her if id done anything wrong because she wasnt reacting with <3s on the reels anymore like she used to and she left that message on seen too like 2 hours ago.
i made her laugh probably 1000 times since we started talking and i can tell my personality is very good and im extremely NT with good social media accounts. sadly most of my friends are either tall or htn+ or both so they dont understand lookism. i actually sent a picture of a subhuman indian and said "so you think ******* would go out with them if they had a good personality" and they said yes (******* is a true stacy in our school)
when i tell my friends its my looks and height that are the reason she doesnt love me i mean it but they cant accept the truth. (perhaps the most non NT thing ive done in the last year is tell my friends that attractiveness = girls) because in my rich ass town everyone is taller and more attractive than average (avg height 5'11 barefoot evening avg looks htn) trust fund type shit so everyone blue pilled as fuck.
what makes my situation worse is that my dad is 6'4 and my mum is 5'7.5 so i should be at least 6'2.5 according to literally every source however im 17 tomorrow and 5'9 as mentioned in the intro. perhaps ill grow a bit more buts its looking unlikely ill ever be above 5'10.
anyway to summarise my oneitis doesnt like me after making me super happy for half a year and its because of my attractiveness tho nobody will admit it which is more annoying than if they just told me im fucking ugly and thats why. also my family are probably disappointed because im short and have no prospects of ever getting a girlfriend at this rate.
i wish she wouldve never sat next to me on that school day. i feel like a jestermaxxer and heartbroken even tho ive never fucking had a girlfriend. ive done everything i can to improve myself too like a top 2% physique (and 7.5 inches not that it matters hahaha) but girls care more about what you cant change than what you can (and they shouldnt be hated for that)
tomorrow will mark my 17th year on planet earth and other than my mum, no girl has ever said "I love you" to me
if you want to comment something trying to be funny please dont unless its positive this is a bad day for me i cant be fucked with incels unless you want to support me whether you mean it or not or can provide advice for my situation...
im a white 5'9 mtn gymmaxxed and turn 17 tomorrow.
iv never had anything serious with a girl until the start of this year. i used to get bullied until i was around 15 so that probably turned off anyone (however there were a few girls that showed interest but at the time i was too retarded to spot it. even a girl who is now like a strong 8/10 liked me a couple years ago and i didnt realise. anyway thats not what this is about.
at the start of my school year there were some transfers from other schools and a few cute girls joined. one of them sat next to me in one of my classes (assigned seating) and she was super friendly to me. i was quite nervous for the first few lessons because id never properly spoken to a pretty girl. she sent me a message on snapchat and we started talking. my dumbass thought maybe she actually liked me and we talked for hours every day for a few months. i even invited her out with 2 of my friends and 2 of hers and she said yes until her friend had to cancel then i just cancelled it for us all because it would be a bit awkward for her.
then around christmas she stopped talking to me almost completely. (i should mention a couple of my messages were a bit bait and one or two were a little bit non NT tho im a pretty funny guy and gained confidence after a couple weeks).
im fairly certain she was just playing the field (temporarily befriending me) because she didnt have many friends and it was a new school for her, meanwhile i was kind of freaking out. when she started getting friends and got kind of adopted in a group that parties with another popular group quite frequently she stopped giving me the time of day. or perhaps she just found out i used to get bullied (tho im actually very respected now i have an insta gc with some of the people that bullied me theyre actually quite funny and we talk a lot)
however she started talking to me on snap again and we continued sending each other instagram reels lmfao. safe to say she was my oneitis and has been since september 2024. we started talking frequently again a few months ago anyway and a couple weeks ago we had like an hour long conversation in a free period at school.
then a few days ago she stopped sending reels and i sent her a dumb fucking instagram reel (basically if you guys know family friendly on youtube it was one of their clips they're super funny icl). she just said those guys are creeps why would u send me this and then she asked about when i went out that night with the group that her group parties with that i mentioned before. after that i sent like 4 more reels over the next 2 days and she just left them on seen.
then i asked her if id done anything wrong because she wasnt reacting with <3s on the reels anymore like she used to and she left that message on seen too like 2 hours ago.
i made her laugh probably 1000 times since we started talking and i can tell my personality is very good and im extremely NT with good social media accounts. sadly most of my friends are either tall or htn+ or both so they dont understand lookism. i actually sent a picture of a subhuman indian and said "so you think ******* would go out with them if they had a good personality" and they said yes (******* is a true stacy in our school)
when i tell my friends its my looks and height that are the reason she doesnt love me i mean it but they cant accept the truth. (perhaps the most non NT thing ive done in the last year is tell my friends that attractiveness = girls) because in my rich ass town everyone is taller and more attractive than average (avg height 5'11 barefoot evening avg looks htn) trust fund type shit so everyone blue pilled as fuck.
what makes my situation worse is that my dad is 6'4 and my mum is 5'7.5 so i should be at least 6'2.5 according to literally every source however im 17 tomorrow and 5'9 as mentioned in the intro. perhaps ill grow a bit more buts its looking unlikely ill ever be above 5'10.
anyway to summarise my oneitis doesnt like me after making me super happy for half a year and its because of my attractiveness tho nobody will admit it which is more annoying than if they just told me im fucking ugly and thats why. also my family are probably disappointed because im short and have no prospects of ever getting a girlfriend at this rate.
i wish she wouldve never sat next to me on that school day. i feel like a jestermaxxer and heartbroken even tho ive never fucking had a girlfriend. ive done everything i can to improve myself too like a top 2% physique (and 7.5 inches not that it matters hahaha) but girls care more about what you cant change than what you can (and they shouldnt be hated for that)
tomorrow will mark my 17th year on planet earth and other than my mum, no girl has ever said "I love you" to me
if you want to comment something trying to be funny please dont unless its positive this is a bad day for me i cant be fucked with incels unless you want to support me whether you mean it or not or can provide advice for my situation...
