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The life of despair is too much to bare
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My sister recently started going to my high school after graduating. She always rejects walking with me to the bus stop but with her friends instead, and she wouldn’t want me to walk with them (which I can understand but am suspicious about).
My sister had multiple bfs in the past while I’ve been never had a girlfriend, ever.
Anyways, what happened was I took the late bus to school and when I got out of the bus I could hear either someone else or her friends saying I was “ugly as shit” and laughing a bit. Then my sister said hi to me.
I didn’t really give a shit because I’ve been called ugly my whole life (besides my parents) by girls and guys.
I just sit sometimes and think to myself if anything is necessary. I do workouts every other day (still working on that btw), I take cold showers and cold baths, I am very active, I’m trying to fix the food that I eat, I do nofap. Hell, there was even a point where I was waking up at 5:00 and running until 5:40 or 6:00.
My sister had multiple bfs in the past while I’ve been never had a girlfriend, ever.
Anyways, what happened was I took the late bus to school and when I got out of the bus I could hear either someone else or her friends saying I was “ugly as shit” and laughing a bit. Then my sister said hi to me.
I didn’t really give a shit because I’ve been called ugly my whole life (besides my parents) by girls and guys.
I just sit sometimes and think to myself if anything is necessary. I do workouts every other day (still working on that btw), I take cold showers and cold baths, I am very active, I’m trying to fix the food that I eat, I do nofap. Hell, there was even a point where I was waking up at 5:00 and running until 5:40 or 6:00.