My struggle with self-improvement

[Sixatheconqueror]

I grew up in a complicated family, parents got divorced and we had a lot of problems when i was a kid i was bullied for being short or skinny. being short is really unacceptable for me because im blackpilled + redpilled for life and nothing will change that because its my passion. from 13 years old found about blackpill and all these andrew tate and zyzz shit and i wanted to be really good looking, confident, rich and i wanted to max out my stats on self improvement + looksmaxxing. After a while something happened or did it, every summer i wanted to lock in and come back an improved good looking self of me to become that guy but this is not it i havent truly ascended my looks and i'm not happy with it, for me becoming good looking will automatically push all the dominos and i will become so motivated and proud that i would easily achieve anything theres no other way this is what i live for i am really self aware about my life and i know exactly what i need to aim for the top everything else was cope and i understood that, it's not that i'm a sub5 i'm a pretty average guy but thats exactly the problem i don't want to end up like 99% of the men only pulling one bitch in his lifetime and having a low salary job. I got my growth spurt and became average height but average is considered short nowdays, hopefully i will grow atleast 5'11-6'0 atleast cuz i'm still growing but height is only a small part of it i geneunely do not know what to do to ascend my life is hell and i'm tired of this bullshit.

 

[vincentzygo]

not reading!

 

[kowiy]

man up

 

[Sixatheconqueror]

not reading!

You're an inferior brainrotted fuck and you will never achieve your goals

 

[vincentzygo]

You're an inferior brainrotted fuck and you will never achieve your goals

 

[Sixatheconqueror]

man up

That was never a problem

 

[kowiy]

That was never a problem

bro only u can help and save urself

random incels on a looksmaxxing forum cant do your shit for you

ur alone in this life, no ones coming to save u

get to work

oh and stop rotting on org and other social medias and watching porn video games etc and all your depression will be cured jfl

 

[AryanSchizo]

not reading allat

 

[Sixatheconqueror]

bro only u can help and save urself

random incels on a looksmaxxing forum cant do your shit for you

ur alone in this life, no ones coming to save u

get to work

oh and stop rotting on org and other social medias and watching porn video games etc and all your depression will be cured jfl

my family and friends are holding me back a lot

 

[Sixatheconqueror]

not reading allat

Dude i dont give a fuck why would you even spend your time typing that

 

[Seong Gi-Hun]

 

[looks>books]

I grew up in a complicated family, parents got divorced and we had a lot of problems when i was a kid i was bullied for being short or skinny. being short is really unacceptable for me because im blackpilled + redpilled for life and nothing will change that because its my passion. from 13 years old found about blackpill and all these andrew tate and zyzz shit and i wanted to be really good looking, confident, rich and i wanted to max out my stats on self improvement + looksmaxxing. After a while something happened or did it, every summer i wanted to lock in and come back an improved good looking self of me to become that guy but this is not it i havent truly ascended my looks and i'm not happy with it, for me becoming good looking will automatically push all the dominos and i will become so motivated and proud that i would easily achieve anything theres no other way this is what i live for i am really self aware about my life and i know exactly what i need to aim for the top everything else was cope and i understood that, it's not that i'm a sub5 i'm a pretty average guy but thats exactly the problem i don't want to end up like 99% of the men only pulling one bitch in his lifetime and having a low salary job. I got my growth spurt and became average height but average is considered short nowdays, hopefully i will grow atleast 5'11-6'0 atleast cuz i'm still growing but height is only a small part of it i geneunely do not know what to do to ascend my life is hell and i'm tired of this bullshit.

What is the problem?

Sounds like you just want to ascend

If thats it welcome to the club lol