
got.daim
Capt. Ragnar Of OG Squad ⚓|Member of Narcy Pirates
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I am writing to inform you all of my death in this letter. My handle on the two forums is got.daim and Frax, and my real name is John. Sorry to inform you all that I will no longer be among you. I have done it due to all the harassment and bullying that I have had to face at the hands of the community. I never thought that being a member of a forum that can help people with their looks would expose me to all this ugliness and badness. The meme-making, the name calling with insults, and the relentless attacks with insults hurled at me have been non-stop, and I just cannot go on like this anymore. It's as if whatever I do will always fall short for somebody. Not being able to receive support and comprehension left me feeling completely useless and alone.
In addition, the fact that my life has no love has rendered this decision unacceptable to me. I have strived all through my life to discover someone who could love me, but every individual person wishes to use me. I thought by changing physically, I would obtain the love and acceptance I ever wanted. But it did not happen.
I never thought I'd have made it this far, you see. I have tried to kill myself before, but always my heart prevailed. This time, though, I've decided. I don't want to live in a world taunting and shaming me for being who I am. It's time that I sleep and put this pattern of pain behind me.
To all of my friends who were, thank you with all of my heart. You were my reason for existence and inspiration, all that I had and more than you could ever possibly imagine. But it was just not enough to keep me going.
Don't forget me for what I once was, not for what you have assisted me in becoming. I was just a lost soul in search of acceptance and understanding. May each of you have the love and happiness each of you deserves.
Goodbye,
Got.daim (frax)
In addition, the fact that my life has no love has rendered this decision unacceptable to me. I have strived all through my life to discover someone who could love me, but every individual person wishes to use me. I thought by changing physically, I would obtain the love and acceptance I ever wanted. But it did not happen.
I never thought I'd have made it this far, you see. I have tried to kill myself before, but always my heart prevailed. This time, though, I've decided. I don't want to live in a world taunting and shaming me for being who I am. It's time that I sleep and put this pattern of pain behind me.
To all of my friends who were, thank you with all of my heart. You were my reason for existence and inspiration, all that I had and more than you could ever possibly imagine. But it was just not enough to keep me going.
Don't forget me for what I once was, not for what you have assisted me in becoming. I was just a lost soul in search of acceptance and understanding. May each of you have the love and happiness each of you deserves.
Goodbye,
Got.daim (frax)