SidharthTheSlayer
Anti-Cosmic Satanist
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Ugh, I might be in love...
Out of desperation, loneliness, I have been video calling with this ESL girl who lives thousands of miles away from me for the past month and a half or so. It kinda just happened. She's my type, though org would invariably rate her MTB.
Going from having no interaction with females on a daily basis to getting some validation was a really shocking experience at first. It's like a drug, it didn't feel real... and it's not, because it's through a screen.
We talk about music mostly, though there was a bunch of other stuff we've talked about. She really likes my American accent, my face apparently, and how my room looks like a prison cell. She sent me a couple suggestive pics, so I think it's safe to call her my (e-)girlfriend now?
I wanted to feel less alone, but this whole experience has made me more lonely and hopeless, as I can't see her and probably never will meet her in real life. And I want to touch her so bad. Then again, I knew this would happen, I like to torture myself. It's not like we're made for one another, we're just using each other for the time being. Eventually we'll have to go our separate ways.
I thought by now she would have tried to get me to buy something for her. Honestly, that would be for the best. I don't recommend this unless you're a hopeless romantick like me.
Out of desperation, loneliness, I have been video calling with this ESL girl who lives thousands of miles away from me for the past month and a half or so. It kinda just happened. She's my type, though org would invariably rate her MTB.
Going from having no interaction with females on a daily basis to getting some validation was a really shocking experience at first. It's like a drug, it didn't feel real... and it's not, because it's through a screen.
We talk about music mostly, though there was a bunch of other stuff we've talked about. She really likes my American accent, my face apparently, and how my room looks like a prison cell. She sent me a couple suggestive pics, so I think it's safe to call her my (e-)girlfriend now?
I wanted to feel less alone, but this whole experience has made me more lonely and hopeless, as I can't see her and probably never will meet her in real life. And I want to touch her so bad. Then again, I knew this would happen, I like to torture myself. It's not like we're made for one another, we're just using each other for the time being. Eventually we'll have to go our separate ways.
I thought by now she would have tried to get me to buy something for her. Honestly, that would be for the best. I don't recommend this unless you're a hopeless romantick like me.