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Today I woke up to the news that my uncle died, he drowned swimming in the sea something he loved doing very much every Friday,
I loved him so much man, he was like my father figure since I never really had a father we would talk occasionally since he was working a lot but it was always so good to be with him he was the only person I could really share how I feel and think he was there for me every time but I wasn’t there for him and I hate my self so much now for that because
You don’t know what you have until it’s gone
His death is also my first time knowing someone I loved die my grandfather died when I was six but I didn’t really knew him but man I just can’t stop fucking crying I can’t fucking stop
I don’t know what to do I’m trying to do my best and be strong for my mom she just lost her brother but FUCK every time I’m thinking of him I just break down
I’m writing this not for anyone to see or rep I just use this not as a looksmaxing forum but as a place to vent because I really don’t have anyone I feel comfortable sharing you don’t need to read this but If you did thank you
I loved him so much man, he was like my father figure since I never really had a father we would talk occasionally since he was working a lot but it was always so good to be with him he was the only person I could really share how I feel and think he was there for me every time but I wasn’t there for him and I hate my self so much now for that because
You don’t know what you have until it’s gone
His death is also my first time knowing someone I loved die my grandfather died when I was six but I didn’t really knew him but man I just can’t stop fucking crying I can’t fucking stop
I don’t know what to do I’m trying to do my best and be strong for my mom she just lost her brother but FUCK every time I’m thinking of him I just break down
I’m writing this not for anyone to see or rep I just use this not as a looksmaxing forum but as a place to vent because I really don’t have anyone I feel comfortable sharing you don’t need to read this but If you did thank you