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Ok, so first off, I would say my iq is above average, as taken by tests. Most tests I get somewhere between 115-130, on the higher end as I hit puberty more.
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1: So this was the most traumatic one, basically, in middle school and 9th grade, all the girls and people would talk to me in this like sarcastic, babyish tone, trying to act like friends but at the same time make fun of me. They would assume my intelligence is so low, that I'm too stupid to realise I'm being made fun of. This was mostly a preformative thing.
Solution:
I tried EVERYTHING, jestermaxxing, fashionmaxxing, DOING THE same thing to more ND people to look intelligent(yes I was wrong)
BUT, the only way this worked is through ascending, specifically increasing my appeal and dimorphism/puberty
Also, at about 10th and 11th grade, Im in 11th grade now, kids mature and stop being such assholes,
and more kids mentally and physically mature, so theres less people to make a laughing stock out of.
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2: So, this still happends,
So basically, when I'm in a conversation, I say something very stupid, corny, and socially unacceptable, and since I've been alone the past few years + having poor genetics, I dont realise the rules as much and I cant socialise properly.
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So brutal
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1: So this was the most traumatic one, basically, in middle school and 9th grade, all the girls and people would talk to me in this like sarcastic, babyish tone, trying to act like friends but at the same time make fun of me. They would assume my intelligence is so low, that I'm too stupid to realise I'm being made fun of. This was mostly a preformative thing.
Solution:
I tried EVERYTHING, jestermaxxing, fashionmaxxing, DOING THE same thing to more ND people to look intelligent(yes I was wrong)
BUT, the only way this worked is through ascending, specifically increasing my appeal and dimorphism/puberty
Also, at about 10th and 11th grade, Im in 11th grade now, kids mature and stop being such assholes,
and more kids mentally and physically mature, so theres less people to make a laughing stock out of.
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2: So, this still happends,
So basically, when I'm in a conversation, I say something very stupid, corny, and socially unacceptable, and since I've been alone the past few years + having poor genetics, I dont realise the rules as much and I cant socialise properly.
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So brutal
