ranierean
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Growing up, people are supposed to feed you enough fairy tales so that eventually your life can actually become one. You can’t develop a ‘sense of self’ if all you are awarded is a zombie-like existence, if all you can do is drown in self-pity and doubt.
When I was 5, I already knew that I was an ugly mutant–and not just because I was a racial alien, mind you. My face was ‘wrong’. The expressions that I made were ‘wrong’. The look in my eyes was ‘wrong’. Even the expensive denim overalls that I had liked oh so much were ‘wrong’ because I could never really pull them off as a look and they were hand-me-downs.
You could institute a Nationalist Socialist rule in America, kill Every. Single. Non-White on the planet, only to then–5, 10, 20 years down the line–have normies saying, “our way works because we are high IQ and high trust, we have law and order, we keep genetic load under check, we return carts, WE ARE SINGAPORE.” You would still be ‘goycattle’ without the Jew.
In school my thought process was: “...if girls didn’t nuke themselves with emulsifiers and formaldehyde and such and such, then they would still smell bad to me because all they are is yeast and rot. With boys you can tell if they smoke or not, you can guess how they do laundry, how they get to school, and even if they come reeking out of PE, I still genuinely adore some of them and go crazy even more. I need to steal their clothes, run home and bury myself into them... go into overdrive.”
Also the teachers were 105 IQ max, I didn't even care about pleasing them and would just make it my daily mission to cook them mad but slowly enough for me to graduate.
When I was 5, I already knew that I was an ugly mutant–and not just because I was a racial alien, mind you. My face was ‘wrong’. The expressions that I made were ‘wrong’. The look in my eyes was ‘wrong’. Even the expensive denim overalls that I had liked oh so much were ‘wrong’ because I could never really pull them off as a look and they were hand-me-downs.
You could institute a Nationalist Socialist rule in America, kill Every. Single. Non-White on the planet, only to then–5, 10, 20 years down the line–have normies saying, “our way works because we are high IQ and high trust, we have law and order, we keep genetic load under check, we return carts, WE ARE SINGAPORE.” You would still be ‘goycattle’ without the Jew.
In school my thought process was: “...if girls didn’t nuke themselves with emulsifiers and formaldehyde and such and such, then they would still smell bad to me because all they are is yeast and rot. With boys you can tell if they smoke or not, you can guess how they do laundry, how they get to school, and even if they come reeking out of PE, I still genuinely adore some of them and go crazy even more. I need to steal their clothes, run home and bury myself into them... go into overdrive.”
Also the teachers were 105 IQ max, I didn't even care about pleasing them and would just make it my daily mission to cook them mad but slowly enough for me to graduate.
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