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SHARK
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I hate when I talk to a girl and we form a decent 'friendship' (I wish it was more than friendship), and then later on I see her talking and laughing with other people. I want her focused on ME. I want her silently sitting, tapping her leg thinking about ME and what she's gonna say to ME cuz she's nervous. After class, I better not see her walking with any other people. She better be walking with me or walking by herself to her car.
It pisses me off because when I see her having fun with other people it shows that I am not special. I'm not the only person who makes her laugh. I'm not the only person who she likes. Because my looks are shit, the only way I can ascend is through 'personality', but even that isn't special.
I am so fucking lonely, and every fucking person I have a conversation with means a lot to me, but to them it's nothing. If I have a good conversation with a girl, I fall in 'love' with her because it's so rare. For her, she'll forget 95% of what was said by tonight, and be texting her girl friend about Chad.
Narcy rant over.
It pisses me off because when I see her having fun with other people it shows that I am not special. I'm not the only person who makes her laugh. I'm not the only person who she likes. Because my looks are shit, the only way I can ascend is through 'personality', but even that isn't special.
I am so fucking lonely, and every fucking person I have a conversation with means a lot to me, but to them it's nothing. If I have a good conversation with a girl, I fall in 'love' with her because it's so rare. For her, she'll forget 95% of what was said by tonight, and be texting her girl friend about Chad.
Narcy rant over.