NCT worries

[MD_Hopeful69]

Hello,

Got some concerns.
I have lower eyelid retraction, so I have to lift my lower eyelid by squinting to make mue eyes look more narrow. Thing is will this make my slight NCT look worse? When I put in contacts in my eyes in the morning and look close in the mirror it looks like I don’t have any nct, in fact it looks positively tiltited slightly, however when I step back a few feet my eyes begin to look more slightly negatively tilted which has been pissing me the fucking off lately. Is this due to lighting and stuff. Also when I take a picture with flashlight on, my eyes will close because my eyes are very sensitive to sudden light and it makes my NCT look worse. And on days I get less than 8 hours of sleep, nct looks worse.
Is there anything outside of surgery I can do to make my eyes look less fucked up with NCT? I am hundred percent getting the surgery to fix it when I can but for now, I can’t afford it. I can maybe afford it by summer or end of year but I need to find a way to not let my parents find out
Fuck why am I so ugly, life is unfair

 

[CupOfCoffee]

I have a similar problem. In mirror and some pics, I look like I hate a slight PCT. Then in some selfies it legit looks like moderate NCT.

 

[Deleted member 689]

I have a similar problem. In mirror and some pics, I look like I hate a slight PCT. Then in some selfies it legit looks like moderate NCT.

Same.

 

[RedPilledStemcel]

Nct is not notice ale in motion unless it's extreme. Don't get surgery to up your selfie game that's legit retarded.