Okamaw
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I’m 17 male 5’11 getting 10k in march and 30 when my settlement comes government js has to accept the offer and I’m a Native American
Anyways
I think I have a oxytocin deficiency
I have problems bonding with family and my prospects of dating
It’s I honestly don’t know how to act when a family member says they love me I say it back but it’s empty to me
I have strained relationships with both my parents same patern when it comes too loving them too it feels empty and they both have history’s of alcohol/drug addiction so and my home life during my early teens was shit constant shouting and drinking every weekend sometimes during the week too so my cortisol was pretty high at that time so point is ptsd contributes to my ND problem
And I don’t have a special person in my life like best friend for my oxytocin
Masterbation is my only source of oxytocin
Also I stalked this girl I was taking to on her tictok account it said something about when he’s attractive but has a shity personality
Now she’s with a guy I honestly mog I’m better looking taller and am pretty impressive for a teenager in-terms of my resume
And another one was on a date with a girl
At a powwow it’s like a Native American summer dance festival anyways I though it went well ended up ghosting me
My point is ND is a real struggle fucking horrible
I’m looking for advice I’m considering trying is get prescribed oxytocin but i looked it up and it’s hard
(Oxytocin deficiency is like loneliness)
Anyways
I think I have a oxytocin deficiency
I have problems bonding with family and my prospects of dating
It’s I honestly don’t know how to act when a family member says they love me I say it back but it’s empty to me
I have strained relationships with both my parents same patern when it comes too loving them too it feels empty and they both have history’s of alcohol/drug addiction so and my home life during my early teens was shit constant shouting and drinking every weekend sometimes during the week too so my cortisol was pretty high at that time so point is ptsd contributes to my ND problem
And I don’t have a special person in my life like best friend for my oxytocin
Masterbation is my only source of oxytocin
Also I stalked this girl I was taking to on her tictok account it said something about when he’s attractive but has a shity personality
Now she’s with a guy I honestly mog I’m better looking taller and am pretty impressive for a teenager in-terms of my resume
And another one was on a date with a girl
At a powwow it’s like a Native American summer dance festival anyways I though it went well ended up ghosting me
My point is ND is a real struggle fucking horrible
I’m looking for advice I’m considering trying is get prescribed oxytocin but i looked it up and it’s hard
(Oxytocin deficiency is like loneliness)
