disillusioned
Kraken
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I've had nearly a decade now to come into terms with the blackpill, but I just fucking can't. It's too brutal.
At least the average incel/failed normie can cope by telling themselves that they're just 'doing something wrong' or that 'they can improve'.
But once you're fully blackpilled, it's fucking over for you mentally.
Never again will you experience false hope. Never again will you be able to harvest strength from the delusion that 'tomorrow will be better'. It's just fucking over for you.
And the most devastating part is that none of it is your fault.
All your failed attempts at getting sex, making friends, being popular, etc literally none of it had anything to do with any choices you made whatsoever. You could've been the wisest person on Earth with an IQ of 200 and you'd still be an unpopular perma-rotting incel piece of sub-human shit. You might be a more educated and wealthier piece of shit (though now with the incoming AI revolution and technological unemployment, even that may soon cease to be the case).
Meanwhile, you see other people with only 1/10th the level of intelligence/wisdom you have easily make friends, get laid, enter relationships, become popular etc for literally no reason than the fact they were born tall and with good facial features. You are literally smarter/wiser/etc than these people and you know you are, but nobody acknowledges it or cares.
90% of your perceived personality and value is just looks and infuriatingly normies don't even seem to notice their own biases. They literally believe that their positive/negative opinions of other people just merely the result of behavior when nothing could be further from the truth and they have zero self-awareness about it.
Everything in life is just luck and determined by genetics. Meritocracy is the biggest most meanspirited myth in the history of fucking anything.
FUCK EVERYTHING.
At least the average incel/failed normie can cope by telling themselves that they're just 'doing something wrong' or that 'they can improve'.
But once you're fully blackpilled, it's fucking over for you mentally.
Never again will you experience false hope. Never again will you be able to harvest strength from the delusion that 'tomorrow will be better'. It's just fucking over for you.
And the most devastating part is that none of it is your fault.
All your failed attempts at getting sex, making friends, being popular, etc literally none of it had anything to do with any choices you made whatsoever. You could've been the wisest person on Earth with an IQ of 200 and you'd still be an unpopular perma-rotting incel piece of sub-human shit. You might be a more educated and wealthier piece of shit (though now with the incoming AI revolution and technological unemployment, even that may soon cease to be the case).
Meanwhile, you see other people with only 1/10th the level of intelligence/wisdom you have easily make friends, get laid, enter relationships, become popular etc for literally no reason than the fact they were born tall and with good facial features. You are literally smarter/wiser/etc than these people and you know you are, but nobody acknowledges it or cares.
90% of your perceived personality and value is just looks and infuriatingly normies don't even seem to notice their own biases. They literally believe that their positive/negative opinions of other people just merely the result of behavior when nothing could be further from the truth and they have zero self-awareness about it.
Everything in life is just luck and determined by genetics. Meritocracy is the biggest most meanspirited myth in the history of fucking anything.
FUCK EVERYTHING.
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