Nearly everything Ive ever done was done in the pursuit of something I wasn’t aware of

[Prøphet]

It’s so obvious now looking back in hindsight, the things I chased, I didn’t do it because I actually wanted what I thought, it’s like there was an invisible hand guiding me toward something hidden I desire. I wonder in the future how I will look back at my current desires and wants. The subconscious spirit leads you to places without you even being able to decipher where it’s taking you.

 

[Luquier]

I’ve never done anything tbh

All I do is bedrot

 

[soapbubble]

It’s so obvious now looking back in hindsight, the things I chased, I didn’t do it because I actually wanted what I thought, it’s like there was an invisible hand guiding me toward something hidden I desire. I wonder in the future how I will look back at my current desires and wants. The subconscious spirit leads you to places without you even being able to decipher where it’s taking you.

 

[Prøphet]

I’ve never done anything tbh

All I do is bedrot

I feel that

I’ve been in a bad depression for about 2 years where I really gave up on chasing anything because I became so disillusioned

It took me a long time to realize the reason I bedrot is because I want myself to fail, it’s not a conscious choice but more of an instinct to me I think