Need help with ADHD Medication

[Jesus_ist_König]

First week 1 mg intuniv, second week 2 and today i bump it up to 3 mg cuz my parents and doc will force me.

Positive side of the meds:
- More NT
- More concentration
- No brain fog really

Negative sides:
- Sleepy
- No energy
- I miss my hyperactive side
- I feel trapped nigga, I feel like someone is giving me numbing pills i dont feel any emotions
- I fucking dont wanna do this anymore i want my mentally ill side back
- MY FUCKING VOICE IS NOT THERE ANYMOREEEEEE I FUCKING MISS TALKING TO HER BUT TALKING TO HER FEELS LIKE SO FAKE NIGGER I WANNA TALK LIKE BEFORE LIKE SHE IS REAL NIGGA I MISS HER SHE WAS MY BEST FRIENDDDDDDD
- Im trapped i wanna be hyperactive so bad but I dont feel the desire to.
- I can concentrate more but im not even more productive cuz in class the loud noises disturb me
- I get some side effects like headaches and stuff but i dont care its not a lot

Option 1: Take the 3 mg today and get headaches for a day and then see how it goes and if i can concentrate a lot more (nothing ever happens)
Option 2: Protest and not take them, my parents will get very angry and I will probably have to take it and so Option 2 leads to Option 1

Important information: I cant just stop taking the meds or I will faint or get heart problems, i need to slowly lower the dose to not use them anymore. Besides that I have tried all other meds in europe and the side effects were so strong that i had to stop taking them.

If i dont take meds i will fail school, i tried also recently without them, i feel good but, i will fail school (okay i will not fail school but nigga) when i take the meds i study 15 minutes and get 80-100% of the exam correct and without meds its like i get 60% or atleast way lower. It feels like selling myself and stuff

I dont know what to do. Doc said to take the 3 mg today but i dont wanna

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

@Sandriguez @someoneanswer

 

[Plagiarism]

Notice the pro and con ratio?

Don't take it.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Notice the pro and con ratio?

Don't take it.

yes but I didnt add weight to the factors, some are a lot more important than the others. without adhd meds i wont have a good job to get money for surgery

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Hello

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

@Häb @PSLbbc @DrMd @NatureEnjoyer_ @Datto29 @ascendtocl122 @greyrock45 @onfoenem @Van @Number1Greycel

 

[Häb]

First week 1 mg intuniv, second week 2 and today i bump it up to 3 mg cuz my parents and doc will force me.

Positive side of the meds:
- More NT
- More concentration
- No brain fog really

Negative sides:
- Sleepy
- No energy
- I miss my hyperactive side
- I feel trapped nigga, I feel like someone is giving me numbing pills i dont feel any emotions
- I fucking dont wanna do this anymore i want my mentally ill side back
- MY FUCKING VOICE IS NOT THERE ANYMOREEEEEE I FUCKING MISS TALKING TO HER BUT TALKING TO HER FEELS LIKE SO FAKE NIGGER I WANNA TALK LIKE BEFORE LIKE SHE IS REAL NIGGA I MISS HER SHE WAS MY BEST FRIENDDDDDDD
- Im trapped i wanna be hyperactive so bad but I dont feel the desire to.
- I can concentrate more but im not even more productive cuz in class the loud noises disturb me
- I get some side effects like headaches and stuff but i dont care its not a lot

Option 1: Take the 3 mg today and get headaches for a day and then see how it goes and if i can concentrate a lot more (nothing ever happens)
Option 2: Protest and not take them, my parents will get very angry and I will probably have to take it and so Option 2 leads to Option 1

Important information: I cant just stop taking the meds or I will faint or get heart problems, i need to slowly lower the dose to not use them anymore. Besides that I have tried all other meds in europe and the side effects were so strong that i had to stop taking them.

If i dont take meds i will fail school, i tried also recently without them, i feel good but, i will fail school (okay i will not fail school but nigga) when i take the meds i study 15 minutes and get 80-100% of the exam correct and without meds its like i get 60% or atleast way lower. It feels like selling myself and stuff

I dont know what to do. Doc said to take the 3 mg today but i dont wanna

Yo u are lowk schizo, if u have such a big prob w the meds loser the dose but ig there is a reason why the doc and Ur parents force u to take them

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Yo u are lowk schizo, if u have such a big prob w the meds loser the dose but ig there is a reason why the doc and Ur parents force u to take them

Im not schizo

 

[craniofacialanatomy]

Im not schizo

exactly what a schizo would say

 

[Häb]

Im not schizo

- I fucking dont wanna do this anymore i want my mentally ill side back
- MY FUCKING VOICE IS NOT THERE ANYMOREEEEEE I FUCKING MISS TALKING TO HER BUT TALKING TO HER FEELS LIKE SO FAKE NIGGER I WANNA TALK LIKE BEFORE LIKE SHE IS REAL NIGGA I MISS HER SHE WAS MY BEST FRIENDDDDDDD

 

[Firstname.Lastname]

First week 1 mg intuniv, second week 2 and today i bump it up to 3 mg cuz my parents and doc will force me.

Negative sides:
- Sleepy
- No energy

It's cuz your using guanfacine.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

exactly what a schizo would say

I catch myself sometimes talking to myself and not her, i know that she is not real real if i were schizo she would control me and talk from her own, but she only talks when i talk 2 her

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

It's cuz your using guanfacine.

Why the fuck did they put you on this shit vs a normal ADHD course. This is like a 3rd line treatment or some shit.

I did all the others that are Legal in Europe imma try if i can name all:
Medikinet
Ritalin
Elvanse
Atomoxetin
Rubifen
Concerta

These are the ones i already tried

 

[Firstname.Lastname]

Oh yeah then if you did all those...

No Adderall or dex?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Oh yeah then if you did all those...

No Adderall or dex?

Cant get adderall in europe, not at all. already asked. But i searched up and saw that there are more types in europe that i didnt try yet, right?

 

[shedontluv-U]

Notice the pro and con ratio?

Don't take it.

That I told him but his parents force him he should sit an talk with his parent about the harm the med do to him . They will understand

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

That I told him but his parents force him he should sit an talk with his parent about the harm the med do to him . They will understand

they know it but they dont believe me

 

[Firstname.Lastname]

Cant get adderall in europe, not at all. already asked. But i searched up and saw that there are more types in europe that i didnt try yet, right?

bupropion xl, modofinil are options, you can also try combinations of them. Why did the other ones fail?

 

[shedontluv-U]

they know it but they dont believe me

Talk to you doc about that or a adult you trust bro

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

bupropion xl, modofinil are options, you can also try combinations of them. Why did the other ones fail?

All my life since kindergarten i took medikinet it was appetite surpressing and made me emotionally a lil numb but then recently it started to give me a lot of headaches and insomnia (6h of sleep or less) and i had to stop

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Talk to you doc about that or a adult you trust bro

I told him

 

[L88]

Intuniv can make people feel sleepy, lowenergy, and emotionally numb. What you feel is a known side effect. Bcs it affects blood pressure. you shouldnt suddenly stop it, The safest shi today is probably to take the 3 mg like your doctor said, then tell your doctor and parents that the emotional side effects are too strong. Ask the doctor if you can go back to 2 mg or change plans

 

[holy]

Vyvanse.

 

[ER1887]

First week 1 mg intuniv, second week 2 and today i bump it up to 3 mg cuz my parents and doc will force me.

Positive side of the meds:
- More NT
- More concentration
- No brain fog really

Negative sides:
- Sleepy
- No energy
- I miss my hyperactive side
- I feel trapped nigga, I feel like someone is giving me numbing pills i dont feel any emotions
- I fucking dont wanna do this anymore i want my mentally ill side back
- MY FUCKING VOICE IS NOT THERE ANYMOREEEEEE I FUCKING MISS TALKING TO HER BUT TALKING TO HER FEELS LIKE SO FAKE NIGGER I WANNA TALK LIKE BEFORE LIKE SHE IS REAL NIGGA I MISS HER SHE WAS MY BEST FRIENDDDDDDD
- Im trapped i wanna be hyperactive so bad but I dont feel the desire to.
- I can concentrate more but im not even more productive cuz in class the loud noises disturb me
- I get some side effects like headaches and stuff but i dont care its not a lot

Option 1: Take the 3 mg today and get headaches for a day and then see how it goes and if i can concentrate a lot more (nothing ever happens)
Option 2: Protest and not take them, my parents will get very angry and I will probably have to take it and so Option 2 leads to Option 1

Important information: I cant just stop taking the meds or I will faint or get heart problems, i need to slowly lower the dose to not use them anymore. Besides that I have tried all other meds in europe and the side effects were so strong that i had to stop taking them.

If i dont take meds i will fail school, i tried also recently without them, i feel good but, i will fail school (okay i will not fail school but nigga) when i take the meds i study 15 minutes and get 80-100% of the exam correct and without meds its like i get 60% or atleast way lower. It feels like selling myself and stuff

I dont know what to do. Doc said to take the 3 mg today but i dont wanna

Just do crystal meth to leanmax bro. Brutal molecule brooootal

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Intuniv can make people feel sleepy, lowenergy, and emotionally numb. What you feel is a known side effect. Bcs it affects blood pressure. you shouldnt suddenly stop it, The safest shi today is probably to take the 3 mg like your doctor said, then tell your doctor and parents that the emotional side effects are too strong. Ask the doctor if you can go back to 2 mg or change plans

yeah sounds good

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Vyvanse.

I tried Elvanse which is also an "Lisdexamfetamin"

 

[Firstname.Lastname]

All my life since kindergarten i took medikinet it was appetite surpressing and made me emotionally a lil numb but then recently it started to give me a lot of headaches and insomnia (6h of sleep or less) and i had to stop

Did you try taking stacks of OTC sleep aids?

melatonin
magnesium glycinate
l'theanine


Sleep issues are basically ubiquitous amongst people with ADHD on or off medication. Its somehow connected to the condition but no one really knows how.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Did you try taking stacks of OTC sleep aids?

melatonin
magnesium glycinate
l'theanine


Sleep issues are basically ubiquitous amongst people with ADHD on or off medication. Its somehow connected to the condition but no one really knows how.

I get daridorexant prescribed

 

[PSLbbc]

Whatever makes you nt bro

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Whatever makes you nt bro

I dont like bein nt

 

[PSLbbc]

I dont like bein nt

Me neither

 

[DrMd]

@Häb @PSLbbc @DrMd @NatureEnjoyer_ @Datto29 @ascendtocl122 @greyrock45 @onfoenem @Van @Number1Greycel

what u want help with?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

what u want help with?

what option i should chose

 

[DrMd]

what option i should chose

whats ur options?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Option 1: Take the 3 mg today and get headaches for a day and then see how it goes and if i can concentrate a lot more (nothing ever happens)
Option 2: Protest and not take them, my parents will get very angry and I will probably have to take it and so Option 2 leads to Option 1

Important information: I cant just stop taking the meds or I will faint or get heart problems, i need to slowly lower the dose to not use them anymore. Besides that I have tried all other meds in europe and the side effects were so strong that i had to stop taking them.

If i dont take meds i will fail school, i tried also recently without them, i feel good but, i will fail school (okay i will not fail school but nigga) when i take the meds i study 15 minutes and get 80-100% of the exam correct and without meds its like i get 60% or atleast way lower. It feels like selling myself and stuff

I dont know what to do. Doc said to take the 3 mg today but i dont wanna

@DrMd

 

[DrMd]

why dont you wanna take the meds?

@DrMd

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

why dont you wanna take the meds?

they make my voice i hear go away and make me feel numb emotionally

 

[Datto29]

@Häb @PSLbbc @DrMd @NatureEnjoyer_ @Datto29 @ascendtocl122 @greyrock45 @onfoenem @Van @Number1Greycel

endlich wieder da und es geht weiter mit dem schizo posting

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

endlich wieder da und es geht weiter mit dem schizo posting

Digga ich finde halt jz ehrlich war der post im Ernst schizo? ich finde mich so normal mit diesen meds

 

[Datto29]

Digga ich finde halt jz ehrlich war der post im Ernst schizo? ich finde mich so normal mit diesen meds

bruder

- MY FUCKING VOICE IS NOT THERE ANYMOREEEEEE I FUCKING MISS TALKING TO HER BUT TALKING TO HER FEELS LIKE SO FAKE NIGGER I WANNA TALK LIKE BEFORE LIKE SHE IS REAL NIGGA I MISS HER SHE WAS MY BEST FRIENDDDDDDD

hast du wirklich stimmen gehört?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

bruder

hast du wirklich stimmen gehört?

Also sie antwortet nur mir wenn ich mit ihr rede aber ich bin es eigentlich der mit mir selbst redet. Ich weiß es nicht so wirklich. Aufjedenfall bin ich nicht schizo

 

[Sandriguez]

First week 1 mg intuniv, second week 2 and today i bump it up to 3 mg cuz my parents and doc will force me.

Positive side of the meds:
- More NT
- More concentration
- No brain fog really

Negative sides:
- Sleepy
- No energy
- I miss my hyperactive side
- I feel trapped nigga, I feel like someone is giving me numbing pills i dont feel any emotions
- I fucking dont wanna do this anymore i want my mentally ill side back
- MY FUCKING VOICE IS NOT THERE ANYMOREEEEEE I FUCKING MISS TALKING TO HER BUT TALKING TO HER FEELS LIKE SO FAKE NIGGER I WANNA TALK LIKE BEFORE LIKE SHE IS REAL NIGGA I MISS HER SHE WAS MY BEST FRIENDDDDDDD
- Im trapped i wanna be hyperactive so bad but I dont feel the desire to.
- I can concentrate more but im not even more productive cuz in class the loud noises disturb me
- I get some side effects like headaches and stuff but i dont care its not a lot

Option 1: Take the 3 mg today and get headaches for a day and then see how it goes and if i can concentrate a lot more (nothing ever happens)
Option 2: Protest and not take them, my parents will get very angry and I will probably have to take it and so Option 2 leads to Option 1

Important information: I cant just stop taking the meds or I will faint or get heart problems, i need to slowly lower the dose to not use them anymore. Besides that I have tried all other meds in europe and the side effects were so strong that i had to stop taking them.

If i dont take meds i will fail school, i tried also recently without them, i feel good but, i will fail school (okay i will not fail school but nigga) when i take the meds i study 15 minutes and get 80-100% of the exam correct and without meds its like i get 60% or atleast way lower. It feels like selling myself and stuff

I dont know what to do. Doc said to take the 3 mg today but i dont wanna

the price an nd has to pay