olekal
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So, I'm 5'5, And it feels like no matter what I do, I’m always falling short in the looks department. I mean, I’m balding already like, full on receding hairline by 22 and every time I catch myself in the mirror, it’s like, yep, it’s happening. And the acne, don’t even get me started. It’s not even the small stuff anymore; it’s cystic, deep, and it never seems to go away. So now, I just feel like I’m wearing my face like a battle map or something.
Then there’s the voice… . Every time I talk, I can’t help but hear that squeaky, high pitched thing that comes out of my mouth. I try to lower it, but it always sounds like I’m trying way too hard. Honestly, (can someone help me fix it)
And don’t even talk about social interactions. People always seem to pick up on it. Sometimes, I can feel them cringing when I speak. Not sure if it’s my voice, my size, or just the way I carry myself, but I get the vibe that I’m the odd one out. People just talk over me or avoid eye contact. Feels like I'm just invisible most of the time. I guess that’s what it’s like to be a real life ‘cuck,’ huh? It doesn’t help that I’ve got this almost neurotic way of overthinking everything just constantly replaying moments, interactions, or things I’ve said. Maybe it's the autistic side of me, but I can’t help it. I get fixated on how people probably perceive me. And it’s always the same just not good enough."
Then there’s the voice… . Every time I talk, I can’t help but hear that squeaky, high pitched thing that comes out of my mouth. I try to lower it, but it always sounds like I’m trying way too hard. Honestly, (can someone help me fix it)
And don’t even talk about social interactions. People always seem to pick up on it. Sometimes, I can feel them cringing when I speak. Not sure if it’s my voice, my size, or just the way I carry myself, but I get the vibe that I’m the odd one out. People just talk over me or avoid eye contact. Feels like I'm just invisible most of the time. I guess that’s what it’s like to be a real life ‘cuck,’ huh? It doesn’t help that I’ve got this almost neurotic way of overthinking everything just constantly replaying moments, interactions, or things I’ve said. Maybe it's the autistic side of me, but I can’t help it. I get fixated on how people probably perceive me. And it’s always the same just not good enough."