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HeavenHound
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Greetings,
I suppose a few of you might have seen my previous post which listed what happened to me.
I think I am officially going insane these days. People say it's over when they never had a beautiful face to begin with. Believe me, you can do a lot to improve.
But it's literally over for me. It's been 2 months since I've seen myself in the mirror since I'm scared of my reflection now. I have weird negative dreams and trouble sleeping at night.
I don't give a f*ck about what other people think but my face had a very personal connection with me.
I went to a maxillofacial surgeon who literally started pushing for a BSSO and said nothing about my concerns for reversing the atrophy.
I'm thinking, is it possible that a maxillofacial surgeon can rebuild my facial bones (jaw and cheekbones) somehow with distraction osteogenesis and bone grafting to how my original proportions were?
Can top suggested surgeons like Pagnoni or someone rebuild my face?
I unfortunately don't have the money for the process right now but might have it in 2 years I think.
The sad part is I don't even have pictures of my peak face as I used to mock people taking photos of themselves. The only picture I have is when I was 17 which does show some base but is not even close to my prime facial proportions.
I believe venting in this forum is keeping a tiny shred of my sanity alive.
Could someone in facial surgery guide me a little on what could be done?
I don't care how invasive?
Even if I die I believe dying during surgery would release me from this torment.
I suppose a few of you might have seen my previous post which listed what happened to me.
I think I am officially going insane these days. People say it's over when they never had a beautiful face to begin with. Believe me, you can do a lot to improve.
But it's literally over for me. It's been 2 months since I've seen myself in the mirror since I'm scared of my reflection now. I have weird negative dreams and trouble sleeping at night.
I don't give a f*ck about what other people think but my face had a very personal connection with me.
I went to a maxillofacial surgeon who literally started pushing for a BSSO and said nothing about my concerns for reversing the atrophy.
I'm thinking, is it possible that a maxillofacial surgeon can rebuild my facial bones (jaw and cheekbones) somehow with distraction osteogenesis and bone grafting to how my original proportions were?
Can top suggested surgeons like Pagnoni or someone rebuild my face?
I unfortunately don't have the money for the process right now but might have it in 2 years I think.
The sad part is I don't even have pictures of my peak face as I used to mock people taking photos of themselves. The only picture I have is when I was 17 which does show some base but is not even close to my prime facial proportions.
I believe venting in this forum is keeping a tiny shred of my sanity alive.
Could someone in facial surgery guide me a little on what could be done?
I don't care how invasive?
Even if I die I believe dying during surgery would release me from this torment.