zerotohero
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With the way I’m spiraling, in the next 2-5 years it’s extremely likely I end up either dead or locked up in prison. My own impulsive dogshit decisions are gonna drag me straight to hell, no cope.
Sending unhinged DMs at 3 AM, leaking my own nudes or worse, leaking private shit from others when I’m blacked out or manic.
Harassing my ex with nonstop messages, begging, threats when ignored. Zero self-control.
Driving fucked up, fights, risky behavior, all of it stacking charges waiting to happen.
One wrong message, one bad night, one overdose, one arrest for harassment/stalking/revenge porn/distribution and it’s wraps. Either I rope from the shame and consequences, OD accidentally, or the courts throw me in a cage for years.
JFL at anyone who thinks I turn it around. It’s so fucking over.
Anyone else feel the same trajectory? Post ITT.
Sending unhinged DMs at 3 AM, leaking my own nudes or worse, leaking private shit from others when I’m blacked out or manic.
Harassing my ex with nonstop messages, begging, threats when ignored. Zero self-control.
Driving fucked up, fights, risky behavior, all of it stacking charges waiting to happen.
One wrong message, one bad night, one overdose, one arrest for harassment/stalking/revenge porn/distribution and it’s wraps. Either I rope from the shame and consequences, OD accidentally, or the courts throw me in a cage for years.
JFL at anyone who thinks I turn it around. It’s so fucking over.
Anyone else feel the same trajectory? Post ITT.
