Ngl feeling like shit because of looksmaxing

[CopeAndRope]

Since I registered on this hellhole I started implementing more and more protocols to improve my aesthetic condition.

The Tretinoin on my face it makes me constantly weeping, but I can't stop applying it because it's giving me mad skinmaxxing gains.

When I'm not wearing my infra-oral appliance attached to my facepulling, I'm constantly chewing. Sometimes my molar hurts, but can't stop 'cause I'm getting big mad masseters.

If I'm not chewing, I'm wearing my appliance that presses hard on my upper palate for hours and it doesn't matter how much I coated with dental silicone, my palate it becomes sore after a while.

I'm constantly taking pics from every single fucking angle. If not photos, I'm recording myself in motion.

Ngl, one part of me wishes I never discovered this hellhole.

Beauty is pain for those that were born without a winning ticket in the genetic lottery.

And this is nothing, I have yet a couple of surgeries to do to effectively looksmax and become a full fledged Chad.

Should I give up everything? Compromise with a mediocre life? Or endure the pain and discomfort for a couple of years just to ascend?

 

[MewKing]

Yeah I went through that phase of recording videos constantly checking If I look good before I go out. It will pass