888mastermind
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I know i might sound like im an edgelord and larping high iq but hear me out. Lately i have just been feeling like everything about life is superficial af, like even trying to ascend to get with a htb seems pointless, cause at the end of the day she won't love you for your interests or for what you like but rather for what you provide her (being attractive, sex, money). At the end of the day even if u get into a long term relationship you will argue, stress, experience sorrow, loss and have bad experiences. Sure there might be some good parts too but i can't even think of them. And this goes for everything, not only relationships. You will follow your dreams and then you will achieve them and then what. We are all just slaves to our own ego like pigs chasing a carrot in minecraft. 99% of people will die as workers and the 1% is millionaires who stressed their whole life to have a little bit more man made paper and pixels in their bank account. I know that we are supposed to have fun or to create a purpose while we are here because all of this is pointless, but I just can't see myself being happy in any scenario of my life. Even if I were to explore the world, what then? I would see sceneries i haven't seen before, experience things i haven't before. But what would i gain from that? I have been struggling with nihilism for years now but just wanted to vent here a little bit. Lmk what y'all think about this