No will to live

[King_Schnitzel]

Nothing about looks or genes directly, while indirectly being the cause for everything.

Maybe in another life I wouldn't have been subhuman, people would've respected me and she would've loved me.
My mom would accept me as her son and my father wouldn't have left. I wouldn't have to fear every day seeing creatures, knowing not even them would be my friends as their sole cause is to haunt and potentially kill me once I don't frequently look around me, especially behind me.

I've reached a point where I not only constantly contemplate about being this and that but where I just am and do not give a fuck about anything as everything truly will ever stay as it is, even if changing appereance.

 

[gigacumster3000]

you sound like a real basic bitch OP. just accept your genetics and stop being such an incel faggot. go on 1-2 dates per week and you might land a gf eventually if you're lucky. but don't expect anything major from women, they hate us all equally so at least be grateful for their attention lmao

 

[Regular Doomer]

Go to sleep a little bro, then go out with a friend, change your ambient to try and see stuff through diferent lens, sometimes we got stuck bad, this is probably a temporary situation

How are you money wise? And Friends wise?

 

[Neolithic Zagrosian]

eat raw liver

 

[King_Schnitzel]

Go to sleep a little bro,

I did.

then go out with a friend,

I have none. I always go out by myself for hours.

change your ambient to try and see stuff through diferent lens, sometimes we got stuck bad,

How would I do that?

this is probably a temporary situation

Oh boy if you only knew.

Absolutely not, been this way since I can remember, 5 years old.
Of course wasn't this bad at all cuz bro a 5yo just watches Spongebob and forgets but I remember those thoughts.

How are you money wise?

I don't have any income, therefore no money.

And Friends wise?

I don't have any friends besides larper .org people that just make fun of me.

 

[King_Schnitzel]

eat raw liver

I actually do sometimes.
Doesn't really help, especially since I can't afford to eat it regulary.

 

[Neolithic Zagrosian]

I actually do sometimes.
Doesn't really help, especially since I can't afford to eat it regulary.

just stop buying other food and solely buy raw animal organs and fruit.

 

[King_Schnitzel]

just stop buying other food and solely buy raw animal organs and fruit.

I have no money.

 

[Neolithic Zagrosian]

I have no money.

 

[King_Schnitzel]

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This monkey mogs me.

 

[nestivv]

Cute penguin for you brother

 

[Neolithic Zagrosian]

This monkey mogs me.

Get a job, nigger.

 

[enochian]

You will be fine just hope for a better reincarnation and become religious

 

[King_Schnitzel]

Get a job, nigger.

I've said that countless times.
I might aswell put it in my signature.
I have school 35 hours a week.
Legally I can therefore only work five hours a week which no one will sign me up for.
And I don't know where to work illegally, especially since I'm a weak and underdeveloped subhuman.

 

[King_Schnitzel]

You will be fine just hope for a better reincarnation and become religious

I'm not Indian.

 

[jaycc]

Try drugs theyre awesome

 

[King_Schnitzel]

Try drugs theyre awesome

I can't afford them as I have no money.

 

[jaycc]

I can't afford them as I have no money.

Work those 5 hours a week

Drugs are worth the hustle bro

 

[Neolithic Zagrosian]

I've said that countless times.
I might aswell put it in my signature.
I have school 35 hours a week.
Legally I can therefore only work five hours a week which no one will sign me up for.
And I don't know where to work illegally, especially since I'm a weak and underdeveloped subhuman.

work during school breaks

 

[King_Schnitzel]

Work those 5 hours a week

Drugs are worth the hustle bro

The issue is no one signs a kid for five hours.

 

[King_Schnitzel]

work during school breaks

You mean holidays?

 

[theRetard]

raise your will to power

 

[King_Schnitzel]

raise your will to power

Life is will to power, but I feel so lifeless.
The way I have raised myself.
The food I have to consume.
The sounds I have to listen to every day.

 

[NinjaRG9]

Nothing about looks or genes directly, while indirectly being the cause for everything.

Maybe in another life I wouldn't have been subhuman, people would've respected me and she would've loved me.
My mom would accept me as her son and my father wouldn't have left. I wouldn't have to fear every day seeing creatures, knowing not even them would be my friends as their sole cause is to haunt and potentially kill me once I don't frequently look around me, especially behind me.

I've reached a point where I not only constantly contemplate about being this and that but where I just am and do not give a fuck about anything as everything truly will ever stay as it is, even if changing appereance.

Does having no will to live prompt you to have a want to kill yourself or no?

 

[Regular Doomer]

I did.

I have none. I always go out by myself for hours.

How would I do that?

Oh boy if you only knew.

Absolutely not, been this way since I can remember, 5 years old.
Of course wasn't this bad at all cuz bro a 5yo just watches Spongebob and forgets but I remember those thoughts.


I don't have any income, therefore no money.

I don't have any friends besides larper .org people that just make fun of me.

you're just not shitposting enough lol...

1 year here and 1,2k posts? you're a joke!

 

[King_Schnitzel]

Does having no will to live prompt you to have a want to kill yourself or no?

Not directly. When I lose the will to live, it doesn't instantly turn into a desire to die but it's more like slipping into a state of emptiness.
It's not that I want to end things as so much still awaits me, but that existence itself starts to feel hollow, like there's nothing left to hope for. Sometimes that void can lead toward darker thoughts, but other times it's just a quiet absence of meaning rather than an active wish to disappear.

 

[King_Schnitzel]

you're just not shitposting enough lol...

1 year here and 1,2k posts? you're a joke!

I mean I never really shitpost.
I don't want to.
Wasn't as frequently in Offtopic as I now am.
But just shitposting and hoping for others approval is just not it.

 

[enochian]

The body has its own will to live if you put yourself in a life threatening situation look at how hard your body tries to preserve itself and stay alive

 

[King_Schnitzel]

The body has its own will to live if you put yourself in a life threatening situation look at how hard your body tries to preserve itself and stay alive

I often times get in life threathening situations such as walking over a busy street because I absolutely genuiely don't give a fuck.

 

[tunisianropemaxxer]

Nothing about looks or genes directly, while indirectly being the cause for everything.

Maybe in another life I wouldn't have been subhuman, people would've respected me and she would've loved me.
My mom would accept me as her son and my father wouldn't have left. I wouldn't have to fear every day seeing creatures, knowing not even them would be my friends as their sole cause is to haunt and potentially kill me once I don't frequently look around me, especially behind me.

I've reached a point where I not only constantly contemplate about being this and that but where I just am and do not give a fuck about anything as everything truly will ever stay as it is, even if changing appereance.

Im hmtn and i get female attention and validation
Trust me hapiness does not come from women it comes from hobbies and activities
Also having friends u can rely on

 

[enochian]

I often times get in life threathening situations such as walking over a busy street because I absolutely genuiely don't give a fuck.

Ur built different nigga

 

[King_Schnitzel]

Im hmtn and i get female attention and validation
Trust me hapiness does not come from women it comes from hobbies and activities
Also having friends u can rely on

I'm highsubhuman and I promised my Oneitis I will never talk to her again and have had Discord and TikTok relationsships more than half a year ago I still miss.
I do not have a friend and for hobbies and activities, water call. I gave up long ago.

 

[tunisianropemaxxer]

I'm highsubhuman and I promised my Oneitis I will never talk to her again and have had Discord and TikTok relationsships more than half a year ago I still miss.
I do not have a friend and for hobbies and activities, water call. I gave up long ago.

Try working out its therapeutic for some people

Try to make friends bro even online

 

[King_Schnitzel]

Try working out its therapeutic for some people

Had a phase I did it regularly in.
My arms, my legs, my chest, my tummy and my face (the list goes on) are so fucking disgusting.
Genuielly, I am such a disgusting and pathethic fucking loser.

I don't want to work out because I don't ever want to focus on my body again instead I cope and distract myself to forget but I can not.
I can never forget.

I wish I could delete my memory, I sincerely wish.

 

[King_Schnitzel]

Try to make friends bro even online

Tried to do that 2020 - 2025 until I gave up.
Every Discord server I join I get banned.
Prior to the ban people group up and make fun of me.
I try my best to be like them but they always make fun of me, unrelated to the topic.
Could be Physics, could be Nature.

As these topics suggest, there isn't really a reason one could have for such behaviour.
And it doesn't even help that allat here is anonymous, fuck, people in real life aren't better.

People will always make fun of my bones.
People will never accept me.
People will never like me.
No one will ever love me.

I'm not human anymore.

 

[Neolithic Zagrosian]

You mean holidays?

yes

 

[tunisianropemaxxer]

Tried to do that 2020 - 2025 until I gave up.
Every Discord server I join I get banned.
Prior to the ban people group up and make fun of me.
I try my best to be like them but they always make fun of me, unrelated to the topic.
Could be Physics, could be Nature.

As these topics suggest, there isn't really a reason one could have for such behaviour.
And it doesn't even help that allat here is anonymous, fuck, people in real life aren't better.

People will always make fun of my bones.
People will never accept me.
People will never like me.
No one will ever love me.

I'm not human anymore.

Get surgery
Or larp as a pinterest boy

 

[King_Schnitzel]

Get surgery

No money or ability to survive the aftermaths od surgery.

Or larp as a pinterest boy

I'm high subhuman, why would anybody look at me in Pinterest?

 

[tunisianropemaxxer]

No money or ability to survive the aftermaths od surgery.


I'm high subhuman, why would anybody look at me in Pinterest?

steal pics from pinterest and act like its u

 

[King_Schnitzel]

steal pics from pinterest and act like its u

Yeah that gotta be the most depressing thing one could do.