Nobody talks about the struggle of feeling worse than before

[darkpiller40]

When looking back at pictures from just a few years ago. I can’t help but notice how I looked and felt so much better back then. Like a different, more colorful person.

Now I feel like a ghost of who I used to be. Someone left behind in the past, while everyone moved on with their lives. Nobody want to associate with someone like me. Stuck in the past..

For the past few years I’ve been sinking deeper into this dark void of depression, wasting my time rotting away and feeling terrible all day.
Each day passes by and I can’t help but wonder if I would be better off ending it.

All I can do is face this cold, brutal truth: it’s time for a change. Even if it feels impossible.

I can’t keep living like this.

 

[saint]

Stop being gay and get your shit together

 

[superpsycho]

the blackpill will do that to u…

 

[antipsychotics]

looksmax

 

[darkpiller40]

the blackpill will do that to u…

genuinely looked better when I never knew about all of this stuff

 

[superpsycho]

genuinely looked better when I never knew about all of this stuff

shit made me a rotter but it is what it is. it saved me from a lot of jestering and embarassing experiences

 

[albanianblackguy]

When looking back at pictures from just a few years ago. I can’t help but notice how I looked and felt so much better back then. Like a different, more colorful person.

Now I feel like a ghost of who I used to be. Someone left behind in the past, while everyone moved on with their lives. Nobody want to associate with someone like me. Stuck in the past..

For the past few years I’ve been sinking deeper into this dark void of depression, wasting my time rotting away and feeling terrible all day.
Each day passes by and I can’t help but wonder if I would be better off ending it.

All I can do is face this cold, brutal truth: it’s time for a change. Even if it feels impossible.

I can’t keep living like this.

i look much better rn but i am still the same sad suicidal fuck, at least im pretty ig