
turneywest
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I will tell you about some situations that I encountered during abstinence.The duration was from the beginning of May to the middle of June. I then failed this challenge in July like a complete idiot.
The first situation I encountered happened at the end of May. I went to bed as if nothing had happened and dreamed that I was fucking someone, and 3 seconds before I woke up I ejaculated in this dream. And when I woke up I looked under my pants and everything was covered in sperm. The second, I was sitting on a stump, smoking and watching TikTok. Suddenly a girl passes by and asks me - "Are you okay?", I answered okay and then she left. And then a second later a thought flashed through my head - "Why didn't I offer to fuck her?"
Besides what I noticed with NoFap, this:
- I became more energetic and focused
- I became more confident, and if necessary I can turn to strangers. For example, ask someone for a cigarette, ask the time or something else
- I don't know, but when I look at my body and face, it seems to me that I have become bigger and my face has become much more attractive
If you look at the first situation, you can see that it was a natural ejaculation (I think the body got rid of dead sperm in this way) compared to intentionally causing it (masturbation). After masturbation, I was always sad, without energy and less focused. Now I have not masturbated since the beginning of August and I feel very good.
I also want to mention another situation with my reaction. I literally had a little quarrel with my mom yesterday for a stupid reason. And during the quarrel, I was not indignant or anything, but I laughed. I can’t say for sure, but this could also be a sign of testosterone manifestation. Since we know that testosterone suppresses any stressful effects on the body. Regardless of what kind of stress it is, physical or emotional.
The first situation I encountered happened at the end of May. I went to bed as if nothing had happened and dreamed that I was fucking someone, and 3 seconds before I woke up I ejaculated in this dream. And when I woke up I looked under my pants and everything was covered in sperm. The second, I was sitting on a stump, smoking and watching TikTok. Suddenly a girl passes by and asks me - "Are you okay?", I answered okay and then she left. And then a second later a thought flashed through my head - "Why didn't I offer to fuck her?"
Besides what I noticed with NoFap, this:
- I became more energetic and focused
- I became more confident, and if necessary I can turn to strangers. For example, ask someone for a cigarette, ask the time or something else
- I don't know, but when I look at my body and face, it seems to me that I have become bigger and my face has become much more attractive
If you look at the first situation, you can see that it was a natural ejaculation (I think the body got rid of dead sperm in this way) compared to intentionally causing it (masturbation). After masturbation, I was always sad, without energy and less focused. Now I have not masturbated since the beginning of August and I feel very good.
I also want to mention another situation with my reaction. I literally had a little quarrel with my mom yesterday for a stupid reason. And during the quarrel, I was not indignant or anything, but I laughed. I can’t say for sure, but this could also be a sign of testosterone manifestation. Since we know that testosterone suppresses any stressful effects on the body. Regardless of what kind of stress it is, physical or emotional.
