NON NT is the worse thing to be in the modern era

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

I just brought a AFHD consultation for 400 quid, I had to then tell my mum cos they want a personal reference. This bih flipped out blaming me saying the reason I’m struggling is due to myself etc

This woman doesn’t get that severe ADHD js bad enough as it is now add mild autism to that and I’m basically COOKED. My life was put on nightmare difficulty hell cos I am a physically superior specimen as well I basically don’t suit how I look I’m too intelligent and eloquent whilst also being barbaric at the same time and it scared the hoes away they expect me to be quiet brooding dark handsome type.

It’s over I can’t revise for shit, can’t start anything worth of note, I demand instant gratification at all times and delayed gratification is brutal for me as im
Naturally a planner so I know how to plan to succeed in life I plan literally everything. This is pissin me off and normies just don’t get it they can’t go out of their own ignorant bubble to put themselves in my shoes they don’t understand what it’s like to know what you SHOULD BE DOING BUT LITERALLY PHYSCALLY BE UNABLE TO DO IT BECAUSE YOUR MIND SHUTS DOWN AT THE MEAR THOUGHT OF IT.

But yes ofc it’s all my fault because I’m “lazy” yes and when I try to get Adderhal people are gaslighting me into not taking it.



TLDR: My advice to anybody here who has these issues “YOLO IT” take the fucking retinal/adderhal take it because if it ruins your life your life was already ruined if it kills you well better you die saying you tried. But if it works then you can also be happy. Maybe it’s because I’m a high T male so taking risks is easy for me but I just don’t get it like I’ll die anyways so let me take it if it fucks me up then SO FUCKING BE IT

 

[inversions]

I cant study for long periods of time either tbh

Thats why Ive started coping w dopamine loading now

 

[existingandliving]

Dnr + Having bad grammer is the worse than being nd

 

[existingandliving]

Hmm read it Good advice tho

 

[TyroneΩ]

Dnr + Having bad grammer is the worse than being nd

High Iq take

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

I cant study for long periods of time either tbh

Thats why Ive started coping w dopamine loading now

What’s that?

I mean normies literally cannot comprehend what it’s like to constantly have ultra low dopamine levels and then add my autism being obsessed with shit to that mix . This is why I don’t bekive suicide is a mortal sin that sends you to hell. Some people’s lives are so hard from the get go that suicide is actually a mercy


For the normgroid I’d say yeah god send them to hell but for guys like me who are cooked from birth we have EVERY RIGHT to rope. I literally pray for cancer that’s how angry I am at this world and it’s cooked because people who wanna die tend to live the longest so chances are ima be forced to live for a long time to suffer what a cruel joke

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

Dnr + Having bad grammer is the worse than being nd

I wrote this fast. I won’t go back and fix the grammar esp as im on I phone and thats effort Ironically . But I'm sure it’s readable? At least read the TLDR as this is mainly what the post is about

 

[inversions]

What’s that?

I mean normies literally cannot comprehend what it’s like to constantly have ultra low dopamine levels and then add my autism being obsessed with shit to that mix . This is why I don’t bekive suicide is a mortal sin that sends you to hell. Some people’s lives are so hard from the get go that suicide is actually a mercy


For the normgroid I’d say yeah god send them to hell but for guys like me who are cooked from birth we have EVERY RIGHT to rope. I literally pray for cancer that’s how angry I am at this world and it’s cooked because people who wanna die tend to live the longest so chances are ima be forced to live for a long time to suffer what a cruel joke

I have high dopamine levels so this prolly doesnt apply to you.

But maintaining low dopamine throughout the day and then just spiking the levels at the end as a ‘reward.’

Rather than being scientifically proven or anything its just motivation for me to revise.

I literally didnt revise for gcses cuz of how bad my concentration levela were and now resulta day is tmr

 

[GhostBoySwag]

it scared the hoes away they expect me to be quiet brooding dark handsome type.

For the normgroid I’d say yeah god send them to hell but for guys like me who are cooked from birth we have EVERY RIGHT to rope. I literally pray for cancer that’s how angry

and say that again, you think i should convert into christanity

 

[existingandliving]

Read the whole thing,

I wrote this fast. I won’t go back and fix the grammar esp as im on I phone and thats effort Ironically . But I'm sure it’s readable? At least read the TLDR as this is mainly what the post is about

It's my exact situation, I'd already been diagnosed with adhd and ocd when I was in middle school, for the last 2 years in also showing signs of bpd, and it's the most brutal thing, the depressive episodes are the worst, you could literally be at the top of the world one moment, and the next wanting to kill yourself. My parents were advised to get me to a professional by my school authorities as I couldn't focus jn my class for shit. And it's still the same, the thing is when were kids we could get let off. But now I'm worried how tf I'm supposed to be a productive member of the society with all of these mental issues + autism

 

[Hide]

Oxytocin will save us

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

I have high dopamine levels so this prolly doesnt apply to you.

But maintaining low dopamine throughout the day and then just spiking the levels at the end as a ‘reward.’

Rather than being scientifically proven or anything its just motivation for me to revise.

I literally didnt revise for gcses cuz of how bad my concentration levela were and now resulta day is tmr

Yeah I relate. I only revised for my GCSE tests on the day before I’m last min.com


I still got Bs and Cs for everything though so yeah

 

[inversions]

Yeah I relate. I only revised for my GCSE tests on the day before I’m last min.com


I still got Bs and Cs for everything though so yeah

Yeah bro we’ll see tomorrow

Im nervous now but I gad no motivation during exams its so retarded

 

[ahavik]

I cant study for long periods of time either tbh

Thats why Ive started coping w dopamine loading now

studyings too hard cant do it more than 30minutes

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

and say that again, you think i should convert into christanity

Never claimed to be a good person or pure. Dunno why idiots think because im
A Christian that means I’ll be a perfect example. I have faults hell I became Christian due to these very faults in a convert FFS.

If you want to follow an example look no further than Jesus but if you want to see a regular everyday man do it then look at the saints and the blessed Thotokos and you’ll get true spiritual food on how to do better. Now plz stop this piety signaling im sick of idiots both irl and online doing this. And idiots wonder why most Christian’s don’t openly speak about our fists anymore to stop morons from constantly trying to piety signal and chastise us every second esp when these are infidels who don’t know anything about my faith to critique me On to begin with

 

[inversions]

studyings too hard cant do it more than 30minutes

Did it for an hour yesterday

Then worked on my personal projects for another 1.5h

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

Yeah bro we’ll see tomorrow

Im nervous now but I gad no motivation during exams its so retarded

I’m pretty smart naturally so I got lucky. Ironically it was my pride that got me to get good grades. I like flexing on people that’s how I got top grades in my IT stemcel uni degree and masters

Pride and ego is bad but BOIIII can it be a great motivator for success

 

[inversions]

I’m pretty smart naturally so I got lucky. Ironically it was my pride that got me to get good grades. I like flexing on people that’s how I got top grades in my IT stemcel uni degree and masters

Yeah same im predicted 8s and 9s despite no revision

But i dont think imma get those

 

[ahavik]

Did it for an hour yesterday

Then worked on my personal projects for another 1.5h

very cool, i dont have school yet, so i dont have to do shit i work tho

 

[Lars2]

becoming truely yourself is the number one, everyone played here as kid with other kids,

that innerchild wants to get out again,
with looksmaxxing it is fully back.

 

[GhostBoySwag]

Never claimed to be a good person or pure. Dunno why idiots think because im
A Christian that means I’ll be a perfect example. I have faults hell I became Christian due to these very faults in a convert FFS.

If you want to follow an example look no further than Jesus but if you want to see a regular everyday man do it then look at the saints and the blessed Thotokos and you’ll get true spiritual food on how to do better. Now plz stop this piety signaling im sick of idiots both irl and online doing this. And idiots wonder why most Christian’s don’t openly speak about our fists anymore to stop morons from constantly trying to piety signal and chastise us every second esp when these are infidels who don’t know anything about my faith to critique me On to begin with

no i just wanted to see what respond you'll give me. None of us is perfect at the end of the day
I am not better than you
you are not better than me
we all have ups and down
but dont you think if you are truely devoted to christianity you should not think or say those stuff in here.
I mean i dont go around say my downs or bad things i do on here, and yes it is perfectly to vent. But to say

''i pray for cancer'' and im assuming you are saying this as a saying or as a joke, but in my point of view. You are super religious i assume and very high in knowledge, this isnt something you should pray for? what if you were to get cancer and die of it? you couldve lived your years being a better christian? praying more? but instead you wish upon death for normgroids and you want cancer for yourself for having ADHD?


now i wont comment on your ADHD or make fun of you or shit on you for this situation because it is very personal to you and myself i am a normie and dont have any diagnoses

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

no i just wanted to see what respond you'll give me. None of us is perfect at the end of the day
I am not better than you
you are not better than me
we all have ups and down
but dont you think if you are truely devoted to christianity you should not think or say those stuff in here.
I mean i dont go around say my downs or bad things i do on here, and yes it is perfectly to vent. But to say

''i pray for cancer'' and im assuming you are saying this as a saying or as a joke, but in my point of view. You are super religious i assume and very high in knowledge, this isnt something you should pray for? what if you were to get cancer and die of it? you couldve lived your years being a better christian? praying more? but instead you wish upon death for normgroids and you want cancer for yourself for having ADHD?


now i wont comment on your ADHD or make fun of you or shit on you for this situation because it is very personal to you and myself i am a normie and dont have any diagnoses

It’s the truth, I don’t like to lie and I don’t know anybody here irl, well there’s like 2 people but besides them I don’t.


I wouldn’t say this to people who know me irl but I use this place to vent or I’ll go insane. No I wasn’t saying I pray for cancer as a joke… I don’t literally pray for it but I will say shit like “god just take me up outta here now I can’t take it” I hate this world I hate being here I hate my circumstances

I don’t wish death on Normgroids I never said that I said the normies who rope have no excuse, people like me who rope have every reason to do so that’s the point. My life is in tatters, I have untapped potential I got first class on all my degrees masters etc I’m intelligent yet cooked I basically have the succes of an 80 IQ moron, my last Job required me to work with imbeciles who probably couldn’t tie their shoelaces and I’m to be payed the same as them and have managers/team leaders which I am superior to in every conceivable way. All due to my ADHD/autism making it impossible for me to leverage my int. this is why I’m angry and jaded it’s all for naught

My religious/philosohy knowledge you respect so much is mainly due to my autism not even ADHD as that’s what interested me in it and my ADHD made me fixate on it getting dopamine. I didn’t want any of this shit just wanna be normal

 

[stevielake]

At a certain level, it's Godmode. Imagine you're out in public and sniff a woman's ass, any behaviors will be excused because you're a retard. She'll laugh and call it cute. Bumbling retards get Chad treatment. It's the middlemen who get the short end of the stick.

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

At a certain level, it's Godmode. Imagine you're out in public and sniff a woman's ass, any behaviors will be excused because you're a retard. She'll laugh and call it cute. Bumbling retards get Chad treatment. It's the middlemen who get the short end of the stick.

No


Because that only applies to obviously non NT and they are so out of it in their own world they don’t even have a normal social ability. Girls won’t even marry or date them these are the “Treucels” these kinds will die alone.


For high functioning ones it’s hell because we are aware enough to get by in broken society but not well enough to seamlessly integrate that’s the issue. So no it’s not godmode it’s Nightmare mode for high and low functioning except the low functioning are so out of it they probably aren’t sentient enough to know basic shit

 

[GhostBoySwag]

It’s the truth, I don’t like to lie and I don’t know anybody here irl, well there’s like 2 people but besides them I don’t.


I wouldn’t say this to people who know me irl but I use this place to vent or I’ll go insane. No I wasn’t saying I pray for cancer as a joke… I don’t literally pray for it but I will say shit like “god just take me up outta here now I can’t take it” I hate this world I hate being here I hate my circumstances

I don’t wish death on Normgroids I never said that I said the normies who rope have no excuse, people like me who rope have every reason to do so that’s the point. My life is in tatters, I have untapped potential I got first class on all my degrees masters etc I’m intelligent yet cooked I basically have the succes of an 80 IQ moron, my last Job required me to work with imbeciles who probably couldn’t tie their shoelaces and I’m to be payed the same as them and have managers/team leaders which I am superior to in every conceivable way. All due to my ADHD/autism making it impossible for me to leverage my int. this is why I’m angry and jaded it’s all for naught

My religious/philosohy knowledge you respect so much is mainly due to my autism not even ADHD as that’s what interested me in it and my ADHD made me fixate on it getting dopamine. I didn’t want any of this shit just wanna be normal

ohh alright, thank you for claryfiying it for me, and sorry if i you saw my messages in a hurtfull way. I wish you the best and hopes and regards the situation in your family clears up and you are a strong one for keeping up with your ADHD

you got this pal, you've managed to live this much, give me one more day alright