Apparition
Aimless Spirit
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everyone here has a very basic and simplistic mindset, everything can be solved with drugs and roids. yet you go outside and you aint seeing anyone doing drugs and roids being actually happy and fulfilled. most people doing this stuff literally destroy themselves. but ofc, everyone just wants to believe that there are easy solutions and that their problems are just superficial.
Imagine going through shit for years, imagine being consistently bullied for months because people think you are weird, imagine having to spend the subsequent months with nothing but bad things to remember.
And then you meet a person who doesnt think you are weird and has similar attitude with you. How does that go? She breaks you in a much worse way than the people before her did, in a way you couldnt even imagine.
At the same time, you are burdened with a stressful task in a hostile enviroment with literally no person to talk to. Noone cares about you, noone will listen to you. Every day you have to prove yourself and you have to do that while carrying baggage from before.
I kept chasing my ambitions for months only to realize that, at the end of the day, i will always be a miserable incel loser. I lost everything, every person i cared for ghosted me, noone here knows that. I have met so many people in the last year and none of them would even try to sympathize with me even those who were supposedly similar minded.
Imagine going through shit for years, imagine being consistently bullied for months because people think you are weird, imagine having to spend the subsequent months with nothing but bad things to remember.
And then you meet a person who doesnt think you are weird and has similar attitude with you. How does that go? She breaks you in a much worse way than the people before her did, in a way you couldnt even imagine.
At the same time, you are burdened with a stressful task in a hostile enviroment with literally no person to talk to. Noone cares about you, noone will listen to you. Every day you have to prove yourself and you have to do that while carrying baggage from before.
I kept chasing my ambitions for months only to realize that, at the end of the day, i will always be a miserable incel loser. I lost everything, every person i cared for ghosted me, noone here knows that. I have met so many people in the last year and none of them would even try to sympathize with me even those who were supposedly similar minded.