Apparition
Aimless Spirit
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my life is just frustration because ever since i remember myself i had this rly bad habit of going for girls that were HARD to get.
when i was in HS, i was trying to fuck a girl from a different school for example. I didnt like any girls in my school and unironically, my classmates didnt either.
then in college, i didnt like any girl there either and it was just impossible to socialize there because most guys were incels.
i had to wait years to find another girl, i was doing NoFap to boost my sex drive but it still wasnt enough to find unattractive girls attracctive.
then i met a good looking girl after long time, and it didnt work out with her and the cycle of waiting and suffering began all over again.
im just wired to want girls that are above my looks level and beyond my reach for some fucking reason, its destroying me every day and i hate it.
when i was in HS, i was trying to fuck a girl from a different school for example. I didnt like any girls in my school and unironically, my classmates didnt either.
then in college, i didnt like any girl there either and it was just impossible to socialize there because most guys were incels.
i had to wait years to find another girl, i was doing NoFap to boost my sex drive but it still wasnt enough to find unattractive girls attracctive.
then i met a good looking girl after long time, and it didnt work out with her and the cycle of waiting and suffering began all over again.
im just wired to want girls that are above my looks level and beyond my reach for some fucking reason, its destroying me every day and i hate it.
