Nostalgia is killing me

[germanlooks]

Was just looking through old photo albums where I was a child and it’s too brutal. Looking back when I was a happy child and everything just was perfect.
Life was easy I had many friends, no worries about anything and I was truly happy.
And what hits me the most is the fact that this time is forever gone. I will never go back to this point again.
My grandparents and parents will die one day and I don’t now how I will be able to cope with this. I already know that when these days come I will be filled with so much regret that I didn’t spend the time more with them when they still were alive.
I sometimes have the feeling that even if I mange it to fix my life and become happy it still never will be the same happiness again I miss from Childhood.

 

[Growth Plate]

Puberty made me deformed. Much bigger nose, horrible skin, my eyes became vertically narrower because of something like my eyelid changing or some shit but this makes it look like I have nct when it's clear I have pct when I forcefully open my eyes all the way like they are in childhood pics, my chin became taller which exposed how obviously subhuman my "jaw" is and/or I had accelerated downward growth, etc.

Literally I had so many fucking friends in elementary school. I would walk home talking to 5 female friends. Even the hottest early bloomer latina in the school that went back a grade. Now every female is disgusted by me and even males are too

Everyone was my best friend in elementary school, every nerd was my friend in middle school, now I have like a few people I just talk to sometimes irl but tbh I'm too focused on everything PSL related to want friends rn

 

[Cidre enjoyer]

My grandparents and parents will die one day and I don’t now how I will be able to cope with this.

you'll be able to cope with the inheritance money you'll get

 

[Bonesbonesbonesbone]

i feel bad for you because you never actually ended up being your dad's height which is 6"0...

 

[Deleted member 1140]

whenever i think about nostalgia i think about the times with no phones, no pc games, no social media, normal fashion/clothes (not that ugly shit of today) and playing sports with my friends

will never be like this again, i truly feel sad for the kids who were from after 2005

 

[Deleted member 9670]

you'll be able to cope with the inheritance money you'll get

money is biggest cope

 

[currylightskin]

True nostalgiapill irks me too

 

[Cidre enjoyer]

money is biggest cope

Money is cool
I would rather have my parents dying and get something in return to cope than have them dying but get nothing

 

[germanlooks]

Money is cool
I would rather have my parents dying and get something in return to cope than have them dying but get nothing

Yea no shit.
But you made it sound like as if money would make up for it when it clearly doesn’t

 

[Deleted member 19610]

whenever i think about nostalgia i think about the times with no phones, no pc games, no social media, normal fashion/clothes (not that ugly shit of today) and playing sports with my friends

will never be like this again, i truly feel sad for the kids who were from after 2005

Good points. I remember a few summers like that as a kid. The sense of excitement and freedom was awesome. I remember just loving life

 

[ascension]

I miss that time in my life where people actually wanted to be my friend

 

[aBetterMii]

God I miss her

 

[n0rthface]

@Thompsonz @subhuman incel

 

[Looks234]

My grandparents and parents will die one day and I don’t now how I will be able to cope with this. I already know that when these days come I will be filled with so much regret that I didn’t spend the time more with them when they still were alive.

No one is stopping you from spending time with them now

 

[Moggedbyevery1]

No one is stopping you from spending time with them now

Shit brain chemistry theory

I probably have one of the most boring irl lives on the forum but somehow I feel quite motivated and hopeful for the future

 

[Deleted member 14693]

My grandparents and parents will die one day and I don’t now how I will be able to cope with this

By having a family on your own.

 

[Max Frauder]

Welcome...to the real world .

 

[Ice]

I stopped getting Nostalgia attacks a long time ago, now I just live in the future

 

[TUSSELEIF]

Couldn’t have said it better myself. Childhood me legit feels like a different person since my life and experiences were so different. I had friends, I was happy, had some good social skills, I was happy. Our family was together. My parents were younger, my grandparents (on my dads side) were still alive. We traveled a lot, and I made friends at the places we traveled. Childhood is a gem of a time that will never return. Now I’m a completely different person, different life

 

[horizontallytall]

I feel this shit everytime after fapping and then sleeping just after. Nostalgia killls me