Nostalgia is so fucking painful

[FiendFiend]

Title. Holy fuck. I genually think like after i turned 10 i stopped being able to feel

 

[FiendFiend]

U need to look deep in yourself and your childhood everyone has a moment or location mixed with a song.

I remember this song playing one time, when i was like 10 or 11, i was in central london and it was winter and i felt like the home alone kid walking around in new york, sun was setting i was at one of the massive train stations there, i was on the way back after being at the theatre with one of my childhood bffs. Fucking brutal.

 

[jaaba]

Title. Holy fuck. I genually think like after i turned 10 i stopped being able to feel

It feels kinda nice too it’s weird

 

[Duke Archer]

This is much more painful

 

[jaaba]

This is much more painful

Ed Mattys an underrated mogger

 

[FiendFiend]

This is much more painful

oy eddy matty fuckin brutal

 

[FiendFiend]

Ed Mattys an underrated mogger

insane eye colour , good expensive clothes, fresh trims and nice lined up stuble

 

[Mainlander]

This is much more painful

Fuckk men

Would have killed him right there wtf

 

[FiendFiend]

It feels kinda nice too it’s weird

u like being numb?

 

[jaaba]

u like being numb?

I was referring to the title about nostalgia not being numb

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Title. Holy fuck. I genually think like after i turned 10 i stopped being able to feel

You did. You stopped being able to feel some things which is normal. You look at the work a different way. Your problem is you never developed an appreciation for things that are beyond childish. You never moved on past 10.

 

[FiendFiend]

You did. You stopped being able to feel some things which is normal. You look at the work a different way. Your problem is you never developed an appreciation for things that are beyond childish. You never moved on past 10.

some random NT htn has relationships that are like disney childish relationships. You shouldnt persue mentally childish things fully but really the only thing that makes people happy is youth. Thats why u see under every 90s song or 80s song on youtube or any old song "muh life was better when i grew up and this came out".

Youth is happiness. For me there was a slither of time where my dad wasnt abusing me, had plenty of school friends, enjoyed going school, spent like most my time outside or in school. With older age more problems arised, even then i shouldnt have been unhappy when i was like 12 or 13, but i was in lockdown shooting blanks to lhana rhoades, dad became giga abusive or unresponsive, parents had to work overtime, was eating shit quality foods.

 

[Autistic Goodboy]

2024

 

[FiendFiend]

2024

how tf do u have nostalgia over 2024

 

[FaceandBBC]

 

[Autistic Goodboy]

how tf do u have nostalgia over 2024

It was a good year you asshole

 

[HTNGrevious]

Ed Mattys an underrated mogger

 

[FiendFiend]

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fucking painful, these games id literally play together with a friend staring at the tv in person together.

I dont think I will ever experience playing a split screen or multiplayer game in person again.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

some random NT htn has relationships that are like disney childish relationships. You shouldnt persue mentally childish things fully but really the only thing that makes people happy is youth. Thats why u see under every 90s song or 80s song on youtube or any old song "muh life was better when i grew up and this came out".

Youth is happiness. For me there was a slither of time where my dad wasnt abusing me, had plenty of school friends, enjoyed going school, spent like most my time outside or in school. With older age more problems arised, even then i shouldnt have been unhappy when i was like 12 or 13, but i was in lockdown shooting blanks to lhana rhoades, dad became giga abusive or unresponsive, parents had to work overtime, was eating shit quality foods.

What problems? What problems came as you got older? And how old are you now?

Lockdown was a wonderful time for me.

 

[FiendFiend]

What problems? What problems came as you got older? And how old are you now?

Lockdown was a wonderful time for me.

yea tbf it was super fun for me i was raiding my classes, gooning, playing fortnite, didnt feel shame too cuz every1 was doing it lmfao.

Only problems i had is that school ended at 16, i lowkey made shit decisions on what college to attend and what courses i picked. Anyways I was literally subhuman and felt like i was treated a subhuman everywhere i went, so fucking despised going.

Anyways i ascended, parents finally got divorced after dragging it out for so long, and i do hope shit gets better. Im getting my license and am making money life could definitley be way worse.

 

[kana]

prime life:



it pains me to listen to music from this era

 

[LTNUser]

prime life:



it pains me to listen to music from this era

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[kana]

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p4rkr - i don’t want that many friends in the first place

that hmm reaction felt kinda mean

 

[ForSKJ]

Title. Holy fuck. I genually think like after i turned 10 i stopped being able to feel

the worst part is when you have very little happy memories. Like genuinely my life has always had some looming depressing air to it. I can't stand seeing those tiktok edits of people reminiscing on things like extended family memories and get-togethers with cousins at grandparents' houses because i barely met my extended family in my childhood. probably once or twice and both times were before i was 10 years old. Also didn't have many friends in middle school or high school and I got bullied for being an obese lardcel. My happiest memories were of playing Squad Fill prime fortnite (C1 Season 3-8). Squad fill because anytime i joined my "friends" from school they would kick me from the lobby. My family life has always been shit and I spent all my life locked in my room. I actually loathe my existence, I don't want to kill myself just yet but I do wish i was never born.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

yea tbf it was super fun for me i was raiding my classes, gooning, playing fortnite, didnt feel shame too cuz every1 was doing it lmfao.

Only problems i had is that school ended at 16, i lowkey made shit decisions on what college to attend and what courses i picked. Anyways I was literally subhuman and felt like i was treated a subhuman everywhere i went, so fucking despised going.

Anyways i ascended, parents finally got divorced after dragging it out for so long, and i do hope shit gets better. Im getting my license and am making money life could definitley be way worse.

Those don't sound like men problems they sound like little girl problems.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

the worst part is when you have very little happy memories. Like genuinely my life has always had some looming depressing air to it. I can't stand seeing those tiktok edits of people reminiscing on things like extended family memories and get-togethers with cousins at grandparents' houses because i barely met my extended family in my childhood. probably once or twice and both times were before i was 10 years old. Also didn't have many friends in middle school or high school and I got bullied for being an obese lardcel. My happiest memories were of playing Squad Fill prime fortnite (C1 Season 3-8). Squad fill because anytime i joined my "friends" from school they would kick me from the lobby. My family life has always been shit and I spent all my life locked in my room. I actually loathe my existence, I don't want to kill myself just yet but I do wish i was never born.

Quit crying like a little girl. I wish I had something to shove up your butt to teach you that's what happens when you're a crybaby.

 

[FiendFiend]

Those don't sound like men problems they sound like little girl problems.

ah yes cuz shooting blanks for 2 years in lockdown not seeing out the outside world, being heavily addicted to the internet, on edge constantly, and having an abusive father who beat you , your brother and your mom r just little girl problems.

My bad bro. I was just meant to "man up" against my father who is like 210lbs construction worker of lean muscle mass and an ex boxer. Even then I still did actively. But sure bro "little girl problems" lmfao.

 

[DRACOX]

Title. Holy fuck. I genually think like after i turned 10 i stopped being able to feel

Especially songs.

 

[BadLuck7892]

Nostalgia you say?

Here are some AI renditions of scenes from my teen years (I'm 34 now)

 

[Lefty Rankin]

ah yes cuz shooting blanks for 2 years in lockdown not seeing out the outside world, being heavily addicted to the internet, on edge constantly, and having an abusive father who beat you , your brother and your mom r just little girl problems.

My bad bro. I was just meant to "man up" against my father who is like 210lbs construction worker of lean muscle mass and an ex boxer. Even then I still did actively. But sure bro "little girl problems" lmfao.

What do you mean? Of course you seen the outside world during lockdown. And you had dinner parties.

Your father beat you for what?

 

[FiendFiend]

What do you mean? Of course you seen the outside world during lockdown. And you had dinner parties.

Your father beat you for what?

My father is just a blue collar alcoholic and has always been shit to me. It just is what it is.

No whilst lockdown I literally did fucking nothing i was falling asleep in zoom lessons, gooning, playing fortnite and minecraft. Not healthy at all lol.

I remember the first day back i was actually like struggling to speak. I was very outgoing before, and here i was stuttering talking to this one asian dude i havent seen in like 2 years. So fucking brutal.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

My father is just a blue collar alcoholic and has always been shit to me. It just is what it is.

No whilst lockdown I literally did fucking nothing i was falling asleep in zoom lessons, gooning, playing fortnite and minecraft. Not healthy at all lol.

I remember the first day back i was actually like struggling to speak. I was very outgoing before, and here i was stuttering talking to this one asian dude i havent seen in like 2 years. So fucking brutal.

Lockdown has been over for a minute now girlfriend. Are we gonna be talking about how it effects you 40 years from now? I've had periods of my life where I didn't do much for up to 6 months at a time. When those seasons are over with you move on.

My father beat me too. Sometimes I deserved it and sometimes I didn't. It's nothing to cry about as a grown man.

 

[ForSKJ]

Quit crying like a little girl. I wish I had something to shove up your butt to teach you that's what happens when you're a crybaby.

stop projecting lil bro its okay if you were abused as a child

 

[Lefty Rankin]

stop projecting lil bro its okay if you were abused as a child

I'm 37 years old gay boy. And being beaten doesn't mean you were abused you sissy.

 

[FiendFiend]

Lockdown has been over for a minute now girlfriend. Are we gonna be talking about how it effects you 40 years from now? I've had periods of my life where I didn't do much for up to 6 months at a time. When those seasons are over with you move on.

My father beat me too. Sometimes I deserved it and sometimes I didn't. It's nothing to cry about as a grown man.

thats very true. In june i went out to parties, in march i was out every other day with a friend. I just have personal shit that happens to me and I really get cooked and dont want to do shit and want to ldar.

I never had that father figure who told me he appreciated me and he would support me whatever i'd do and i can take as much time as i want. My mom is like that and I naturally come out of my shell if there is no stress or stupid shit going on.

 

[FiendFiend]

Lockdown has been over for a minute now girlfriend. Are we gonna be talking about how it effects you 40 years from now? I've had periods of my life where I didn't do much for up to 6 months at a time. When those seasons are over with you move on.

My father beat me too. Sometimes I deserved it and sometimes I didn't. It's nothing to cry about as a grown man.

u grew up in a whole different era i dont wanna hear about it lol. I dont think u understand lol i live in an ethnic area. There are 0 parties that go on here, nothing happens here, most the niggas from my school were losers who sat on discord. There was only ever like 1 or 2 couples at my school.

Kids arent being kids anymore. Im not letting that stop me ofc. But u grew up in the peak of civilization in the fucking 90s. I dont wanna hear it

 

[superpsycho]

i dont feel nostalgic for any year past 2015

 

[FiendFiend]

i dont feel nostalgic for any year past 2015

fact. Niggas be like "muh 2019 was last year" nah bro 2019 i was getting my ass handed to me by my dad and i despised school. I couldnt wait to go home and just pass out on my bed.

 

[superpsycho]

fact. Niggas be like "muh 2019 was last year" nah bro 2019 i was getting my ass handed to me by my dad and i despised school. I couldnt wait to go home and just pass out on my bed.

brutal abused dog pill
my childhoood ended before it even began

 

[davidlaidisme67]

Title. Holy fuck. I genually think like after i turned 10 i stopped being able to feel

Realllllllllllllllllll

 

[FiendFiend]

brutal abused dog pill
my childhoood ended before it even began

luckily my abused dog days are over my bitch ass dad is leaving the house hopefully to never be seen again

 

[superpsycho]

luckily my abused dog days are over my bitch ass dad is leaving the house hopefully to never be seen again

if another normalscum tells me that “im never gonna be this yoong again and im gonna miss it” im gonna punch them in their face

i spent my childhood getting bullied and starving myself

 

[Franco.]

ill always be a slave to nostalgia