Not living seems preferable to living

[cromagnon]

Zero consciousness. No anger. Pure peace. Sounds a lot better ngl

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Real shit I don't even wanna do psychedelics anymore because I have an old man body

The feeling of being nothing is no longer there. The pain keeps me grounded

It's so over.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Real shit I don't even wanna do psychedelics anymore because I have an old man body

The feeling of being nothing is no longer there. The pain keeps me grounded

It's so over.

what do you mean? what do you feel when doing shrooms? how old are you?


i have so much drugs being delivered right now, package after package, if I don't feel amazing this summer cuz of these drugs I am roping.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Zero consciousness. No anger. Pure peace. Sounds a lot better ngl

garbage bullshit cuz your consciousness disappears when you die

start doing drugs

 

[TUSSELEIF]

And then suddenly you wake up screaming from a womb in some hospital in Uttar Pradesh

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

what do you mean? what do you feel when doing shrooms? how old are you?


i have so much drugs being delivered right now, package after package, if I don't feel amazing this summer cuz of these drugs I am roping.

I'm 19

My joints are just fucked its so bad, knees ankles, lower back, neck, shoulders

Even toes and fingers pop and crack loud asf

There's noises when I wake up in the morning.

My time has come.

 

[cromagnon]

garbage bullshit cuz your consciousness disappears when you die

start doing drugs

Good thing

 

[perpetuallytired]

Zero consciousness. No anger. Pure peace. Sounds a lot better ngl

Same. I'm feeling extra suicidal today. I feel like in my life I'm always so close. Like I get so close to accomplishing something and it gets ripped away from me at the last minute.

I used to legit look HTN but was unpopular in H.S because I was sent to a boys only school. I immediately descended after H.S.

So much more including my first relationship (that foid has broken me permanently).

Like something wants to tempt me and make me think everything might just be going my way before ripping it from me in a cold blooded fashion.

I'm so tired.

 

[MoggerGaston]

I'm 19

My joints are just fucked its so bad, knees ankles, lower back, neck, shoulders

Even toes and fingers pop and crack loud asf

There's noises when I wake up in the morning.

My time has come.

stop whatever youre doing right now.

quit ur job, quit ur daily life.

u need to start caring about yourself and your physical health ASAP.

this is so bad.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Same. I'm feeling extra suicidal today. I feel like in my life I'm always so close. Like I get so close to accomplishing something and it gets ripped away from me at the last minute.

I used to legit look HTN but was unpopular in H.S because I was sent to a boys only school. I immediately descended after H.S.

So much more including my first relationship (that foid has broken me permanently).

Like something wants to tempt me and make me think everything might just be going my way before ripping it from me in a cold blooded fashion.

I'm so tired.

You need some niggas out here bro

It's all about homies, hoes is uncertain

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

stop whatever youre doing right now.

quit ur job, quit ur daily life.

u need to start caring about yourself and your physical health ASAP.

this is so bad.

Bro I have a 6 hour shift max at sonic and eat clean as shit from my looksmaxxing knowledge

I'm cursed.

The numbers would say I get a worse body and a better brain right now

Tbh after doing numerology readings I've realized karma is real, some people have drastic lives because of karmic energy

At this point, I think giving my best friend when weed were both 12 and leading him to his death may just have physical consequences as there weren't enough mentally.

Even though it was my fault, I found myself saying "I owe him more tears"

This is how I pay it seems. Unironcally this is the only reasonable conclusion for the rate of degradation. It's almost unnatural.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

@MoggerGaston

The poet arc has taken a dark turn..

 

[perpetuallytired]

You need some niggas out here bro

It's all about homies, hoes is uncertain

Well I'm autistic. Friends are hard to come by.

Friends in fact are part of whatever my fate is. For a while in late (grade4-6) primary school I had no real friends. In high school (grade 7) I made some friends that kind of accepted me for who I was, since I learnt to be semi social (but I was still a little bit odd). Just when I think that I'm going to be happy and have a normal social life at the end of grade 8 a video of my aspie self resurfaced from primary school (a lot more complicated). It was just when I began to trust my friends and then they dropped me like a bag of bricks. Technically I was still in the friend group but I was the outsider that they sometimes invited out of pity.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Well I'm autistic. Friends are hard to come by.

Friends in fact are part of whatever my fate is. For a while in late (grade4-6) primary school I had no real friends. In high school (grade 7) I made some friends that kind of accepted me for who I was, since I learnt to be semi social (but I was still a little bit odd). Just when I think that I'm going to be happy and have a normal social life at the end of grade 8 a video of my aspie self resurfaced from primary school (a lot more complicated). It was just when I began to trust my friends and then they dropped me like a bag of bricks. Technically I was still in the friend group but I was the outsider that they sometimes invited out of pity.

Where do you live

And send birthday or a reading

autistic weirdos usually are high iq these traits are often one in the same

 

[vioytaka]

stfu man you don't know what happens after death i wanna be reincarnated

 

[perpetuallytired]

Where do you live

And send birthday or a reading

autistic weirdos usually are high iq these traits are often one in the same

Sydney. Giga NT hellhole. People stay in their H.S friendgroups in Australia so it's so brutal.

I wish my autism gave me some unique edge, but I just rot. I can hold a job, but I'm always the odd one out. People don't hate me but they just know I'm off.

Even if I was chadlite level looks ik I wouldn't be happy. Sure people may treat you better, but you're still an abused dog.

I'm going to a psych to get add meds to try and get me to function. But knowing my luck it's gonna go bad somehow as well.

 

[alurmo]

u was basically dead for billions of years

 

[cromagnon]

stfu man you don't know what happens after death i wanna be reincarnated

nah bud ur a pussy for that lol it’s just darkness aint no reincarnation shit

 

[alurmo]

nah bud ur a pussy for that lol it’s just darkness aint no reincarnation shit

tbh
imagine u die and u just feel eternal falling
u have to sit with ur thoughts until who knows when

 

[vioytaka]

nah bud ur a pussy for that lol it’s just darkness aint no reincarnation shit

it's not that i'm scared it's because if i'm gonna live a boring ass life on earth as a sub5 i wanna reincarnate into a different world wiith magic, swords, and monsters and shi.

 

[vioytaka]

tbh
imagine u die and u just feel eternal falling
u have to sit with ur thoughts until who knows when

UNTIL YOU GET REINCARNATED INTO A DIFFERENT WORLD OI OI OI BAKA!

 

[alurmo]

UNTIL YOU GET REINCARNATED INTO A DIFFERENT WORLD OI OI OI BAKA!

i would want to be reincarnated as a real nigga

 

[cromagnon]

it's not that i'm scared it's because if i'm gonna live a boring ass life on earth as a sub5 i wanna reincarnate into a different world wiith magic, swords, and monsters and shi.

in ur dreams it’s pure darkness

 

[vioytaka]

in ur dreams it’s pure darkness

no when i die in my dreams i get reincarnated and nigga it's not darkness in my dreams i actually have dreams with shit it in nigga

 

[cromagnon]

no when i die in my dreams i get reincarnated and nigga it's not darkness in my dreams i actually have dreams with shit it in nigga

Ok but when you die it’s just gonna be darkness

 

[perpetuallytired]

it's not that i'm scared it's because if i'm gonna live a boring ass life on earth as a sub5 i wanna reincarnate into a different world wiith magic, swords, and monsters and shi.

Yeah I kinda get that tbh.

 

[Never Get Up]

Bro I have a 6 hour shift max at sonic and eat clean as shit from my looksmaxxing knowledge

I'm cursed.

The numbers would say I get a worse body and a better brain right now

Tbh after doing numerology readings I've realized karma is real, some people have drastic lives because of karmic energy

At this point, I think giving my best friend when weed were both 12 and leading him to his death may just have physical consequences as there weren't enough mentally.

Even though it was my fault, I found myself saying "I owe him more tears"

This is how I pay it seems. Unironcally this is the only reasonable conclusion for the rate of degradation. It's almost unnatural.

Define eating clean by your statement.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Define eating clean by your statement.

Eggs, Oat milk, coffee, chicken bowl with guac and light rice, Keto bread sandwiches (high fiber)

yogurt parfait (fruit and nuts with cinnamon)

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Define eating clean by your statement.

I be drinking diet sodas and shit at sonic sometimes tho I'll be honest

 

[Never Get Up]

Eggs, Oat milk, coffee, chicken bowl with guac and light rice, Keto bread sandwiches (high fiber)

yogurt parfait (fruit and nuts with cinnamon)

So your diet is full of carbs, sugar, and fiber, which are all poison to the body. Then you wonder why you have inflammation in your bones.

Carnivore lifestyle is the optimal, species specific human diet.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

So your diet is full of carbs, sugar, and fiber, which are all poison to the body. Then you wonder why you have inflammation in your bones.

Carnivore lifestyle is the optimal, species specific human diet.

FUCKKK

ok gimme ur diet i may have to go carnivore

 

[Never Get Up]

FUCKKK

ok gimme ur diet i may have to go carnivore

Meat, butter, eggs, and water. Eat like this everyday for the rest of your life as nature intended. Humans are hyper carnivores. Avoid all vegetables, fruits, and grains.

 

[Latinus]

Yeah. When we wake up everyday after a good night of sleep (with no dreams), we' had just experienced the closest "feeling" of death while still alive. No pains, no anxieties, it's like you ceased to exist for some hours and when you reflect on it, when you reflect about the feeling of it, you see that death is not bad at all.