Nothing I do matters.

[MoggerGaston]

No matter what I do, I remain an ugly deformed subhuman creature which people hate and get uncomfortable by its presence.

Fuck this worthless life.

The only thing I can do is drink alcohol and do drugs, like I am doing right now.
Nothing I have ever done, have ever achieved, no matter what I ever achieve, people will only ever judge me by my ugly lowTrust deformed looks.

I will never have real friends, never have a girlfriend, never have family, never be liked or respected.

Nothing I do will ever matter. I could cure cancer and people will still hate me because I look deformed.

Fuck this worthless life.

I will do alcohol and drugs and when that stops being fun I will kill myself.

Fuck all of this retarded shit.

 

[akz]

just buy a calithe watch

 

[ItsOverLawg]

just mew bro

 

[ItsOverLawg]

those who know

 

[MoggerGaston]

just buy a calithe watch

idk what that even is

 

[MoggerGaston]

just mew bro

cope

 

[MoggerGaston]

I will never have a good life. What's the point of trying anymore?!

 

[akz]

idk what that even is

some retarded ass tiktok watch, also, try going outside. without drugs or alcohol. its chill

 

[ItsOverLawg]

cope

molest button---->

 

[cobicado901]

Fuck this worthless life.

Just an alpha sigma lonely lion

 

[notsocommonthumb]

 

[haramzada]

what do u get out of making these same threads everyday?

 

[supremcel]

Just goon in a homeless persons mouth or sum

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Suck my cock n balls nigger

 

[flippasav]

I work so hard for fucking shit I either couldn’t ascend or get appreciated for what I did

 

[MoggerGaston]

some retarded ass tiktok watch, also, try going outside. without drugs or alcohol. its chill

no, it sucks. I only like going outside when I am completely drugged.

I remember being extremely high on MDMA and enjoying a night's out with friends who were only using alcohol. In may this year. Probably wrote a topic about it.

Only hard-drugs allow me to enjoy this wretched world.

 

[MoggerGaston]

what do u get out of making these same threads everyday?

cope. I don't make the same topics every day.

if anything my personality on this forum is quite unpredictable depending on the substances I am on and my mood disorder.

 

[akz]

no, it sucks. I only like going outside when I am completely drugged.

I remember being extremely high on MDMA and enjoying a night's out with friends who were only using alcohol. In may this year. Probably wrote a topic about it.

Only hard-drugs allow me to enjoy this wretched world.

this is literally why you wont be able to enjoy life. i can tell just by speaking to you your dopamine receptors r fucked. if you keep doing drugs n alcohol youre gonna kill yourself before you can meet the love of ur life

 

[MoggerGaston]

this is literally why you wont be able to enjoy life. i can tell just by speaking to you your dopamine receptors r fucked. if you keep doing drugs n alcohol youre gonna kill yourself before you can meet the love of ur life

oke so what about this fact?!

I only started using drugs at 26yo (I am 29yo now). Never used a single drug, not even weed, before this age.
And I only started using large amounts of alcohol at 25yo.

If drugs/alcohol are the reason why my life is shit, then why was my life already shit before I used either of them at the ages of <25yo?

Boom.

Busted.

 

[moreplatesmoreweigh]

When ur trynna be sad but stupid greys are ruining it

 

[akz]

oke so what about this fact?!

I only started using drugs at 26yo (I am 29yo now). Never used a single drug, not even weed, before this age.
And I only started using large amounts of alcohol at 25yo.

If drugs/alcohol are the reason why my life is shit, then why was my life already shit before I used either of them at the ages of <25yo?

Boom.

Busted.

probably because you didnt socialise beforehand, and then u made it worse w drugs (if not, youre right)

 

[MoggerGaston]

probably because you didnt socialise beforehand, and then u made it worse w drugs (if not, youre right)

i was socialized too much beforehand.

I was part of an orchestra (I play the violin at a decent level), I was part of a basketball team, I was part of a first-aid volunteer group (red cross), all outside of going to high-school.

I was socialized heavily, yet all I got was hate and rejection.

 

[MoggerGaston]

When ur trynna be sad but stupid greys are ruining it

idk man its all just fucked honestly.

im drunk and high, only thing I can do to deal with this shit and not feel extremely bad.

theres nothing I can do to fix my life. Say I start dating again? just fucking lol man, I will get destroyed.

say I start socializing again in different hobbies like social-dancing, volunteer red-cross first-aid, play violin in an orchestra, hey.
i already did all those things and I got rejected in all of those places, why bother?

all thats left is drugs, alcohol and eventual suicide.

 

[noodlelover]

No matter what I do, I remain an ugly deformed subhuman creature which people hate and get uncomfortable by its presence.

Fuck this worthless life.

The only thing I can do is drink alcohol and do drugs, like I am doing right now.
Nothing I have ever done, have ever achieved, no matter what I ever achieve, people will only ever judge me by my ugly lowTrust deformed looks.

I will never have real friends, never have a girlfriend, never have family, never be liked or respected.

Nothing I do will ever matter. I could cure cancer and people will still hate me because I look deformed.

Fuck this worthless life.

I will do alcohol and drugs and when that stops being fun I will kill myself.

Fuck all of this retarded shit.

Have you tried leanmaxing?

 

[psl_god4]

get an inner light fade bro or just be confident

 

[SoundnVision]

Get lean like in 2018
pussy on tap no need to fap
Quit ya groaning get them jbs moaning
Veins on ya abs lookin so fab fab


Quit fuckin drinking times got ya thinkin
No time for this shit gotta up ma shit
Times a waiting for no one babe

 

[Clown Show]

It's so infuriating to watch niggas live better lives and get foids simply because they look better than me... I know that I mog the intellectually, that I would be better boyfriend/husband/father than them, but it doesn't matter because for foids looks are the only relevant factor. In their eyes, if a man is better looking than you, he is better than you and they don't give a single fuck about any of your problems and sufferings.

I've tried many things and nothing mattered in the end, there is always some faggot who will cuck me just because he is few centimeters taller than me... I am always a third wheel, I am always the last non sexual option...

And the biggest joke is that if you are looks handicapped man like me, you are forced to continue "trying" and enduring further humiliation to have any prospect of success which is not guaranteed at all...

I am 27 now with practically 0 success with the opposite gender, If I don't ascend or have a kid by the time I am 30 which is very unlikely, I am getting a gun and shooting myself in the head period, no point in prolonging this mindless suffering...

 

[FoolYoungHi]

Ya life sucks. I know. But I cope with enough things to not jump off a building.

You have to realize most people live shitty lives. Especially in modern society. But lots are oblivious to it. Or quiet desperation

It takes massive effort for a lot of people to get out of their life situation. And also balls to move into that direction.

Your life doesn't sound too bad to me tbh. You are on the edge of living a good life. Perhaps that's even more frustrating. But better than having no chance at all. IMO you have potential to do it.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Ya life sucks. I know. But I cope with enough things to not jump off a building.

You have to realize most people live shitty lives. Especially in modern society. But lots are oblivious to it. Or quiet desperation

It takes massive effort for a lot of people to get out of their life situation. And also balls to move into that direction.

Your life doesn't sound too bad to me tbh. You are on the edge of living a good life. Perhaps that's even more frustrating. But better than having no chance at all. IMO you have potential to do it.

During times where I feel good, I often feel very close to a good life.

I don't really have serious issues, other than my mental problems, that would disallow me to live a good life. My body is completely physically healthy, I have no problems with the law, I have enough money, I have a good base to get a good job, and a lot of other things going for me.

Yet in reality, my life is pure pain and despair. I feel like suicide is the only way out of my current life-situations because despite 'being so close' to a good life, it is ever so unreachable. I can't actually embody it, I can't grasp it, it's entirely out of my reach despite being so close.

I can't live like this anymore. It's torture.

 

[MoggerGaston]

It's so infuriating to watch niggas live better lives and get foids simply because they look better than me... I know that I mog the intellectually, that I would be better boyfriend/husband/father than them, but it doesn't matter because for foids looks are the only relevant factor. In their eyes, if a man is better looking than you, he is better than you and they don't give a single fuck about any of your problems and sufferings.

I've tried many things and nothing mattered in the end, there is always some faggot who will cuck me just because he is few centimeters taller than me... I am always a third wheel, I am always the last non sexual option...

And the biggest joke is that if you are looks handicapped man like me, you are forced to continue "trying" and enduring further humiliation to have any prospect of success which is not guaranteed at all...

I am 27 now with practically 0 success with the opposite gender, If I don't ascend or have a kid by the time I am 30 which is very unlikely, I am getting a gun and shooting myself in the head period, no point in prolonging this mindless suffering...

I feel the exact same way.

Even when I think of how my personality could negatively influence my dates with women or my social interactions in general, I realize that it was never my fault that I was abused by my parents and have developed current personality. I am being rejected for something I never had influence on, never had a decision in.

So it also just feel just as brutal.
I am a traumatized man, if women refuse to date traumatized men, if people in general refuse to befriend traumatized men, then I will never find social or romantic connection.

I will always be alone, be forever lonely, simply because I am ugly/traumatized. What's the point of such a life? Never being good enough.

 

[Always Stay You]

Humans can't be happy alone. Retards who say you can say that after a lifetime of normal socialisation and experiences, and then making the choice to spend some time going out less/watching Netflix more.

When everyday for many years is spent alone in only your own company, with no texts, friends or girls to validate your existence, you actually stop existing. You're not living because most of human life is mean to be connections with other humans. You lose your humanity and fall further from the light every day

 

[incel-at-heart]

No matter what I do, I remain an ugly deformed subhuman creature which people hate and get uncomfortable

Find a niche hobby like Chess or other board games, even shooting guns or doing beekeeping. Anything without a large female presence, and with a sufficient number of other (ugly) autists.

You can have fun. And the social connections and skills will help.

Just swear off chasing women for a while and refine some ability of yours that you can be proud of. It will help your self-esteem, and as you know in 2024 even confident subhumans can bag a woman (looking for beta buxx) at some point.

 

[kasrkin]

aren't you good looking? i saw your transformation

 

[MoggerGaston]

Humans can't be happy alone. Retards who say you can say that after a lifetime of normal socialisation and experiences, and then making the choice to spend some time going out less/watching Netflix more.

When everyday for many years is spent alone in only your own company, with no texts, friends or girls to validate your existence, you actually stop existing. You're not living because most of human life is mean to be connections with other humans. You lose your humanity and fall further from the light every day

This completely.

I don't believe it's impossible to live a happy life with limited social interaction, but these people often still have family and 1-2 people they are very close to.
What they lack is these larger more shallow social circles, but imo those have limited value anyways. Who cares that you only really know 3-4 people, knowing 20 people on a shallow basis honestly doesn't really add much to your life.

For people who don't really have anybody, life becomes very painful.
It's like you say, you stop existing. Nobody cares about your existence and it starts feeling like nothing you do even matters.

Maybe you can fill a bit of that hole by getting pets who rely on you to feed and take care of them. I think pet-coping is legit and something I should be doing.

But in the end it's just a cope, we crave human connection, yet we can't get it.

 

[isis_Bleach]

No matter what I do, I remain an ugly deformed subhuman creature which people hate and get uncomfortable by its presence.

Fuck this worthless life.

The only thing I can do is drink alcohol and do drugs, like I am doing right now.
Nothing I have ever done, have ever achieved, no matter what I ever achieve, people will only ever judge me by my ugly lowTrust deformed looks.

I will never have real friends, never have a girlfriend, never have family, never be liked or respected.

Nothing I do will ever matter. I could cure cancer and people will still hate me because I look deformed.

Fuck this worthless life.

I will do alcohol and drugs and when that stops being fun I will kill myself.

Fuck all of this retarded shit.

ur a htn lost in a chadlite country tbh

 

[MoggerGaston]

Find a niche hobby like Chess or other board games, even shooting guns or doing beekeeping. Anything without a large female presence, and with a sufficient number of other (ugly) autists.

You can have fun. And the social connections and skills will help.

Just swear off chasing women for a while and refine some ability of yours that you can be proud of. It will help your self-esteem, and as you know in 2024 even confident subhumans can bag a woman (looking for beta buxx) at some point.

I agree with hobbymaxxing.

Last year I did scuba-diving for the first time and got all my certificates. I did 4 dives.

Being underwater breathing from an oxygen tank, made me feel ike I am in a new world. The struggles I have when I am on the surface, all the pain, they don't exist underwater.
Here I am an explorer, someone new, and I was able to forget about all my pain and struggles I have on the surface.

I want to go diving more often. But it's very expensive and effectively it means you only do it 1-2 weeks per year. Either way I should still push htrough.

 

[MoggerGaston]

ur a htn lost in a chadlite country tbh

I can't escape this place realistically, at this moment.

But I agree with you that I should keep emigration on my mind during my life and the choices I make.

 

[MoggerGaston]

aren't you good looking? i saw your transformation

not good enough

 

[pprimus43]

No matter what I do, I remain an ugly deformed subhuman creature which people hate and get uncomfortable by its presence.

Fuck this worthless life.

The only thing I can do is drink alcohol and do drugs, like I am doing right now.
Nothing I have ever done, have ever achieved, no matter what I ever achieve, people will only ever judge me by my ugly lowTrust deformed looks.

I will never have real friends, never have a girlfriend, never have family, never be liked or respected.

Nothing I do will ever matter. I could cure cancer and people will still hate me because I look deformed.

Fuck this worthless life.

I will do alcohol and drugs and when that stops being fun I will kill myself.

Fuck all of this retarded shit.

You know the only option left...

 

[MoggerGaston]

You know the only option left...

I think about suicide daily, yet rationally it seems too soon. Maybe in the future if some major issue occurs. Like say I get into a traffic accident and lose a leg, or I get some sort of disease which affects my physical-health permanently.
My vibe would probably be like: ''If I never enjoyed life while completely physically healthy, how can I enjoy it now with only one leg?! Time to kill myself".

But so far my body is extremely healthy except for being extremely ugly.
I feel strong, fit and I have no pain or physical/health issues whatsoever. So it seems like a waste to kill myself for now.

I still have some hope in me that I can turn this situation around, but it's increasingly looking more difficult. Hope is fading.

 

[MoggerGaston]

I think about suicide daily, yet rationally it seems too soon. Maybe in the future if some major issue occurs. Like say I get into a traffic accident and lose a leg, or I get some sort of disease which affects my physical-health permanently.
My vibe would probably be like: ''If I never enjoyed life while completely physically healthy, how can I enjoy it now with only one leg?! Time to kill myself".

But so far my body is extremely healthy except for being extremely ugly.
I feel strong, fit and I have no pain or physical/health issues whatsoever. So it seems like a waste to kill myself for now.

I still have some hope in me that I can turn this situation around, but it's increasingly looking more difficult. Hope is fading.

just too brutal tbh.

knowing that my body is so strong, I could climb the Mount.Everest. Yet it isn't considered attractive by people so I suffer in loneliness.

My body is peak physical performance, yet ugly/deformed.

 

[stripes]

Everything matters.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Everything matters.

Everything is impossible.

 

[cyprian_tomaszewski]

oke so what about this fact?!

I only started using drugs at 26yo (I am 29yo now). Never used a single drug, not even weed, before this age.
And I only started using large amounts of alcohol at 25yo.

If drugs/alcohol are the reason why my life is shit, then why was my life already shit before I used either of them at the ages of <25yo?

Boom.

Busted.

the guy saying it's because of drugs is a coper since you obviously started drugs as a response to cope with shitty life, they were not the cause of it.

but you also said that you got some IOIs back then when lean and then lockdowns fucked you, why not get to 10% bf again bro? also I think your slavcel low trust pheno would be more acceptable in poland + 6 feet is actually semi good height here and you can also get 15 yo JBs here legally. could be good to geomax here

quitting drugs while living subhuman life is also stupid since they are the only thing that help you cope with your brutal reality, which is why you can quit and then realise quitting made no positive difference in your life and do drugs again. the fix is getting a good life first.

you mention suicide in a lot of your posts so imo it's time to do some drastic changes, agepill could hit you soon and getting JBs would be impossible then

 

[maximum cope31]

What do you do when you take alcohol

 

[Iamlildarki]

just be urself bro trust

 

[MoggerGaston]

the guy saying it's because of drugs is a coper since you obviously started drugs as a response to cope with shitty life, they were not the cause of it.

but you also said that you got some IOIs back then when lean and then lockdowns fucked you, why not get to 10% bf again bro? also I think your slavcel low trust pheno would be more acceptable in poland + 6 feet is actually semi good height here and you can also get 15 yo JBs here legally. could be good to geomax here

quitting drugs while living subhuman life is also stupid since they are the only thing that help you cope with your brutal reality, which is why you can quit and then realise quitting made no positive difference in your life and do drugs again. the fix is getting a good life first.

you mention suicide in a lot of your posts so imo it's time to do some drastic changes, agepill could hit you soon and getting JBs would be impossible then

legit, just very hard man.

mentally I am in extremely rough shape, very hard to enjoy anything, constant pain, anxiety, dread.

everything I do just takes so much effort/energy in this current mental statej. impossible