LoveSuckingFeet
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there is nothing as valuable in this life as being good looking. nothing, even close.
no amount of money you can accumulate would ever invoke the feeling in a person that being good looking does.
I don't even feel like I could ever be in a fulfilling relationship anymore, even if its with my looks match... it just doesn't feel the same when you know youre ugly. deep down you never get that satisfying feeling of a woman being with you because she's so attracted to you and physically in love with you.
a woman loving you for your personality and character is possible, I believe, honestly. but it will never fulfill you in the same way as a woman lusting, sexually obsessing over you and loving you for your face.
- if I were to get in a relationship, I have no doubt I could hold it down through words, my character, caring nature.. but I will always be disappointed in myself. I will always know deep down... she doesn't like the way my face looks but it's passable enough that she lives with it.
I just casually imagine how disgustingly long my midface looks when I tilt my head down. And then I imagine what must she feel seeing my face in that state when we're living together? And Im reaching down to pick something up, or just tilting my head down at the dinner table for whatever reason.
What must she think and how discouraged must the inner sexual beast/womanly essence of her be when she sees my hair loss, my less than ideal side profile... 90% of the beauty of a relationship is the validation from the woman. That mandatory feeling of being wanted, desired.. and that further multiplies your feelings to the woman as well
the only cope, that barely works, that I found is, just knowing all these piece of shit pretty boys will eventually age and we all have to eventually die no matter what. we're all headed to the same fucking place no matter what.
no amount of money you can accumulate would ever invoke the feeling in a person that being good looking does.
I don't even feel like I could ever be in a fulfilling relationship anymore, even if its with my looks match... it just doesn't feel the same when you know youre ugly. deep down you never get that satisfying feeling of a woman being with you because she's so attracted to you and physically in love with you.
a woman loving you for your personality and character is possible, I believe, honestly. but it will never fulfill you in the same way as a woman lusting, sexually obsessing over you and loving you for your face.
- if I were to get in a relationship, I have no doubt I could hold it down through words, my character, caring nature.. but I will always be disappointed in myself. I will always know deep down... she doesn't like the way my face looks but it's passable enough that she lives with it.
I just casually imagine how disgustingly long my midface looks when I tilt my head down. And then I imagine what must she feel seeing my face in that state when we're living together? And Im reaching down to pick something up, or just tilting my head down at the dinner table for whatever reason.
What must she think and how discouraged must the inner sexual beast/womanly essence of her be when she sees my hair loss, my less than ideal side profile... 90% of the beauty of a relationship is the validation from the woman. That mandatory feeling of being wanted, desired.. and that further multiplies your feelings to the woman as well
the only cope, that barely works, that I found is, just knowing all these piece of shit pretty boys will eventually age and we all have to eventually die no matter what. we're all headed to the same fucking place no matter what.
