Boosie’s_Build
Focus on improving yourself, not proving yourself
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I feel like my whole life a lot of people have been npc’s. I’ve stopped entering my old friends render distances and calling them and they don’t hit me up. I have new friends that I some how made in community collage and it was really hard to find ppl who also want to hang out and make themselves look better they arnt as into looks or BP as me they are more into the gym and clothes. I’m sorta shaping this one guy he’s my project with some real potential he’s like the most gullible, easily influenced retarded who is 6’3” with a mhtn face. But he’s the most autistic person I’ve met who doesn’t have any diagnoses. His dad’s a Dr. this kid ligit just regurgitates info and then u tell him he’s wrong and he goes oh. He’s really not self assured in anything I don’t think he has a single opinion I couldnt change if I didn’t want to. Like I swear to god this guy is like a living sim that I can control. But it’s like not even him just other people in life who’s hardware is so fucking fixed u can’t change their software no matter what. Like u cant make them understand a concept or the way the effect u. Like my mother is constantly having mood swings everyday where she wants to give u love and affection then screams and tells u ur a no good fuck up and then the next day she’s asking u to do favors for her. She’s like the most bipolar person ik.
Idk I sometimes feel like life is just this weird simulation or some shit. And the objective is to complete tasks that’s really have no meaning at all or greater purpose. And the amount of shit u can do that just goes un noticed. Like this sentence will probably never be read. I posted a thread earlier twice changing the title and commenting on it to get it to refresh to the top of the page and nothing happened no responses. And then when u finally get responses from supposedly humans they don’t do anything really useful except jerk off onto their screen. Idk I have MDD and ADHD and I think today’s just a stressful day that fucking me up and instead of ripping the cart till it sounds like life chromed my voice. I’m currently taking 150mg generic Wellbutrin and 50 mg of trazadone at night to help me sleep. Anything yall suggest to do to help depression. And please don’t say test and hgh bc it seems like the npcs really like to spam that combo. I can’t get school work done to save my life but I can’t force my self to work out as much as I want. Anyways does anybody know anything abt Sarms and can actually give me some advice on them with a gd dialogue not just some stupid shit. And yes I’ve done a research on them I’m not just asking so that I can show u the shit I put in a stick.
Idk I sometimes feel like life is just this weird simulation or some shit. And the objective is to complete tasks that’s really have no meaning at all or greater purpose. And the amount of shit u can do that just goes un noticed. Like this sentence will probably never be read. I posted a thread earlier twice changing the title and commenting on it to get it to refresh to the top of the page and nothing happened no responses. And then when u finally get responses from supposedly humans they don’t do anything really useful except jerk off onto their screen. Idk I have MDD and ADHD and I think today’s just a stressful day that fucking me up and instead of ripping the cart till it sounds like life chromed my voice. I’m currently taking 150mg generic Wellbutrin and 50 mg of trazadone at night to help me sleep. Anything yall suggest to do to help depression. And please don’t say test and hgh bc it seems like the npcs really like to spam that combo. I can’t get school work done to save my life but I can’t force my self to work out as much as I want. Anyways does anybody know anything abt Sarms and can actually give me some advice on them with a gd dialogue not just some stupid shit. And yes I’ve done a research on them I’m not just asking so that I can show u the shit I put in a stick.
