NT Theory is legit...depressing night out and what I learned

[Noodlewhore]

Had a dinner tonight with some people in my work group.....there were 5 females and 3 of us guys
Well, looks wise we were pretty close to each other (I honestly was a bit better but not by much) but all the girls gravitated toward the more extroverted and NT guy. He was very social and funny....singing, dancing, cracking jokes, had funny comebacks on the spot....I actually MOGGED him a little bit aesthetically but it didn't matter. They were all extroverted and super NT to the core (both the girls and the guy)...what the hell, like singing all kind of songs at karaoke, dancing at it over the tables, joking at funny things in their life that happened during the week and all that without a sip of alchool and they all had charisma...you know telling a story with a good delivery. Completely sober. Nobody took any alchool whatsoever.

I can't be like that without alchool or phenibut. How the hell am I supposed to sing songs at karaoke if I can barely talk without stuttering on words? Ok I don't stutter but you get the picture.

I could tell the girls were drawn to this guy because when we talked they all looked at him for 90% of the time and laughed at all his jokes.....they pretty much never looked at me, just barely when I was talking.
And I repeat I Mogged him a little bit in looks (I know how to rate people considering I'm on PSL since the puahate time)

Take the NT pill. It's fucking over
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[Noodlewhore]

The worst part is that nobody drank any alchool at all, so I couldn't order drinks to loosen up. I would have stood out like a sore thumb. They were like that naturally. People here in Italy can be extremely extroverted and NT without any alchool. It sucks for high inhibitioncel like myself.
The only way I could get to that level of NTness is by taking a big dose of phenibut, but even that takes 2-3 hours to kick in so it can't be used in situations where it has to work immediately.

Felt so left out and was unable to fit in....I mean I talked, craked jokes and everything else...but dancing on the table without any inhibition whatsoever? How the hell am I supposed to do that without any drink? Or singing crazy songs at karaoke....I'm off key as fuck
I could tell they didn't feel any attraction toward me because they didn't look at me....90% of the times they looked at the most extroverted guy when we were talking in group and you know the one they look at is the one they are the most attracted to

Fucking over

 

[Butthurt Dweller]

You misspelled Alcohol multiple times

 

[Noodlewhore]

You misspelled Alcohol multiple times

yeah, in italian we spell it in a different way and I still haven't learned how to spell it in english
I'm also retardedcel I think

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

everything matters theory. this forum severely underestimates the influence of being NT. having confidence, charm, personality, good body language, smart. it all plays apart in addition to LMS. being able to quickly think up a witty response or make a witty comment in relationship to something, quickly without stuttering, is underrated.

 

[Deleted member 2846]

nt is a must. everything matters.

 

[IndianJock]

Unironically PUAmaxx. Talk to everyone. Get "in state" so to speak

But honestly being NT is overrated. You just need to be confident aka low inhib in situations that matter

Rest is FaceandLMS

 

[RAITEIII]

Jfl. What did you expect. NT could only ever possibly be a meme if there's a significant difference in looks but if you're close in that regard then it can either make you or break you

 

[Noodlewhore]

everything matters theory. this forum severely underestimates the influence of being NT. having confidence, charm, personality, good body language, smart. it all plays apart in addition to LMS. being able to quickly think up a witty response or make a witty comment in relationship to something, quickly without stuttering, is underrated.

Absolutely and yes I forgot body language. They were all so comfortable standing up in a relaxed posture and cracking jokes....I felt more comfortable sitting down and having something to "play" with my hands because I'm anxious

I tried to fake a relaxed body language by sitting with my back on the wall and being very open with my legs and arms but I think it still didn't matter much

NTness can't be faked much....only high doses of phenibut makes me a social monster but it kinda screw me up nonetheless because it can't be taken everyday and the next day when I act like a high inhibition cuck they are like "what the fuck happened? you are like another person"...they know something is wrong

Jfl. What did you expect. NT could only ever possibly be a meme if there's a significant difference in looks but if you're close in that regard then it can either make you or break you

Pretty much, if the looks difference is small and you all kinda look normal....it can make or break you
It was insane how the girls were all attracted to the most extroverted guy in the group....he had like 90% of the glances and me and the other guy only got the 10% left split in two

 

[CupOfCoffee]

NTness can't be faked much....only high doses of phenibut makes me a social monster but it kinda screw me up nonetheless because it can't be taken everyday and the next day when I act like a high inhibition cuck they are like "what the fuck happened? you are like another person"...they know something is wrong

I really wonder if people become suspicious after seeing me in both states. On phenibut I talk to everyone and everything goes smoothly, normally I barely say anything lmao

 

[Noodlewhore]

I really wonder if people become suspicious after seeing me in both states. On phenibut I talk to everyone and everything goes smoothly, normally I barely say anything lmao

Same, I think they do are suspicious
I mean I'm very high inhibition for my country standards but if I take a large dose of phenibut I don't give a fuck about anything.....talking with everybody, cracking jokes even extremely sexual ones and everybody laugh, talk to me and seek my approval. I also have very fast and funny comebacks to other people's jokes.....I'm like another person...having lots of fun and people also give me positive feedbacks when I'm on it so it compounds on itself and you get even more high self esteem and low inhibition with it because you somehow get away with whatever you want

Then the next day I look like my same old high inhibition self and they all look befuddled...their face is like "is he this lunatic or he was on drugs?"....they know something is wrong

I think it's better to use with people you don't know so they haven't formed a judgment on you yet and so you're free to act in whichever way you want and since they don't know you, they have no idea that's not your usual state

If they know you, they can tell something is wrong

 

[CupOfCoffee]

Same, I think they do are suspicious
I mean I'm very high inhibition for my country standards but if I take a large dose of phenibut I don't give a fuck about anything.....talking with everybody, cracking jokes even extremely sexual ones and everybody laugh, talk to me and seek my approval. I also have very fast and funny comebacks to other people's jokes.....I'm like another person...having lots of fun and people also give me positive feedbacks when I'm on it so it compounds on itself and you get even more high self esteem and low inhibition with it because you somehow get away with whatever you want

Then the next day I look like my same old high inhibition self and they all look befuddled...their face is like "is he this lunatic or he was on drugs?"....they know something is wrong

I think it's better to use with people you don't know so they haven't formed a judgment on you yet and so you're free to act in whichever way you want and since they don't know you, they have no idea that's not your usual state

If they know you, they can tell something is wrong

My supervisor joked about being suspicious I was on cocaine cuz i was acting so happy and energetic once (I was on phenibut, caffeine and armodafinil)

But really, phenibut is a very strong drug, just like benzos

 

[Noodlewhore]

My supervisor joked about being suspicious I was on cocaine cuz i was acting so happy and energetic once (I was on phenibut, caffeine and armodafinil)

But really, phenibut is a very strong drug, just like benzos

What I love the most about phenibut is that it kills my inhibition but it still keep me in the exact mood I should be for different kind of situations.
So if I have a presentation to do at my job it will lower my anxiety but I'd still be very professional and ace it, and if I'm in the middle of a party I'd be the life of it. If something turns sexual I'd be on board.
It just lower my inhibitions the right amount depending on which situation I find myself in

For example, last time I took it (a big dose) I was with my roommates (some girls and some guys) having dinner together and we were having a bit of a sexual convo...usually I'm very high inhibition, uncomfortable making eye contact especially with girls, and when some convos like that comes up I find an excuse and go back to my room or I'd stay there silently.....instead this time when my female roommate commented on her soup having a weird taste I said "you're right, I just jizzed on it"....I said it with such a good delivery and at the right time (the convo was kinda sexual before) that everybody were laughing so hard and I was the king of the dinner (I already was before making that joke tbh)...they all wanted to talk to me.
I'd have never said something like it without it, I'd have been so high inhibition that I'd have stayed there awkwardly until they changed subject.

But that's the problem....you can't be so black and white without them getting suspicious...but whatever, I still enjoy it despite the drawbacks

The night after I also got an insane headache and a pretty big panic attack caused by anxiety (maybe it was the comedown)...got quite scared but I will retake it when I need it. Too good and honestly the only hope for me

 

[CupOfCoffee]

What I love the most about phenibut is that it kills my inhibition but it still keep me in the exact mood I should be for different kind of situations.
So if I have a presentation to do at my job it will lower my anxiety but I'd still be very professional and ace it, and if I'm in the middle of a party I'd be the life of it. If something turns sexual I'd be on board.
It just lower my inhibitions the right amount depending on which situation I find myself in

For example, last time I took it (a big dose) I was with my roommates (some girls and some guys) having dinner together and we were having a bit of a sexual convo...usually I'm very high inhibition, uncomfortable making eye contact especially with girls, and when some convos like that comes up I find an excuse and go back to my room or I'd stay there silently.....instead this time when my female roommate commented on her soup having a weird taste I said "you're right, I just jizzed on it"....I said it with such a good delivery and at the right time (the convo was kinda sexual before) that everybody were laughing so hard and I was the king of the dinner...they all wanted to talk to me.
I'd have never said something like it without it, I'd have been so high inhibition that I'd have stayed there awkwardly until they changed subject.

But that's the problem....you can't be so black and white without them getting suspicious...but whatever, I still enjoy it despite the drawbacks

The night after I also got an insane headache and a pretty big panic attack caused by anxiety (maybe it was the comedown)...got quite scared but I will retake it when I need it. Too good

I usually feel gloomy the day after and sometimes on day 3 I get pretty bad anxiety. In October I used it 3-4 times a week and then stopped cold turkey, I had complete anhedonia for like 10 days and couldn't feel ANYTHING. My emotions were shut down....

Used properly (1-2 times a week) it is good, and if you decide you want to stop using it, you should taper slowly.

 

[SHARK]

This is why I just want to be a 6/10. It's all you need if you have good conversation skills.