NTpill Strikes Again (experience)

[Oesteogenesis]

A girl approached me and said "do you remember me from primary school" for americans and everyone else its elementary so the start when we are like 5-6 yrs old, and i said whats your name and stuff and she said it however i didnt remember it and i just said "i cant remember you in my primary" and said some other awkward shit and then i said nice to meet you and she smiled but like its fake, not a real smile like you can tell and walked away said nothing back to that, i literally hate everything i cant talk to anyone what the fuck do i do? im LTN and ND like is there really any positives about me, life i so brutal i hate everything.

TLDR for the DNR users: Girl approached asked if she remembers me from elementary school and i said awkward stuff and struggled to keep a conversation and she fake smiled and walked away without saying anything back (im LTN and ND life fucking sucks and i hate everything)

Is there actually anything i can do for this. I rarely talk to people first, hell i can count on my fingers how many people ive talked to first in my life its so brutal. Its not a good combo too id be okay with me being LTN-LMTN with me being NT but also fucking ND like how cursed am i why me man. (she was MTB btw)

 

[Orka]

Girl approached asked if she remembers me from elementary school and i said awkward stuff and struggled to keep a conversation and she fake smiled and walked away without saying anything back

 

[Oesteogenesis]

Fucking brutal bro, every time ive talked to a girl this has happend. Fortunately not as brutal this time, but last time i asked a girl FOR HER REVISION NOTES BTW not even trying to slide in, and she called me weird and a freak behind my back (this was 3 years ago when i was an actual sub 3 no joke). Ive had a GF before but that lasted what maybe 6 months like 2 years ago and havent talked to a girl first since and will never again because im incapable and too ugly for anyone

 

[Orka]

i asked a girl FOR HER REVISION NOTES BTW not even trying to slide in, and she called me weird and a freak behind my back

Some foids deserve... things to happen to them.

Ive had a GF before but that lasted what maybe 6 months like 2 years ago

Die fakecel

 

[Oesteogenesis]

Some foids deserve... things to happen to them.


Die fakecel

she was LLTB btw, and after 2 months she found a guy whos 6'3 (the GF i had 2 years ago from jestermaxxing)

 

[Oesteogenesis]

Some foids deserve... things to happen to them.

I went to LTN and ive not got treated bad since however im now invisible, although its better than being ridiculed for your looks everytime you talk to someone

 

[ybuyhgui]

Some foids deserve... things to happen to them.

orka in his devious arc rn

mirin pink tick btw

 

[Oesteogenesis]

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