AverageTevvezFan
Future Narcissist
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The first impression is the last.
Once you are established as quiet, high inhib, antisocial, any efforts you make socially will be a battle against these preconceptions which people have of you.
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Working in a group with 4 girls and a super NT htn is so fucking brutal. The worst thing is that there is nothing hateable about him. He isn't an asshole. He doesn't mock me. He just treats me like a regular guy. But watching him get thirsted after constantly by the girls in our group kills me.
My desire to be wanted and my desire to have a sense of community compounds into some of the most brutal feelings of exclusion and loneliness I have felt in years. When I was younger, I had strong friendships but no lover. This made me suicidal. Now I have a lover, and almost no friends. It would hurt less if the prize wasn't dangled in front of my eyes to taunt me. That is all.
Once you are established as quiet, high inhib, antisocial, any efforts you make socially will be a battle against these preconceptions which people have of you.
Theme
Working in a group with 4 girls and a super NT htn is so fucking brutal. The worst thing is that there is nothing hateable about him. He isn't an asshole. He doesn't mock me. He just treats me like a regular guy. But watching him get thirsted after constantly by the girls in our group kills me.
My desire to be wanted and my desire to have a sense of community compounds into some of the most brutal feelings of exclusion and loneliness I have felt in years. When I was younger, I had strong friendships but no lover. This made me suicidal. Now I have a lover, and almost no friends. It would hurt less if the prize wasn't dangled in front of my eyes to taunt me. That is all.